i felt tt i've grown up.
-shakes head-
i dun wan to grow up.
i dun wan to.

gone were my innocence..
i felt so....... undescribable...
when i loooked at my bank account book.
when i tin of the times i'm mad at my parents over stupid stuffx a sec ago.

i dun wan to.
just remembered the times i went to the bank wif dad to bank in my merely 2 dollars savings i've got when i read tt acct book tt i juz deposit 1.58 bucks.
tml 160 is on its way.
it's such a weird feeling.
and i hav never withdraw any $ before..
and i'm doing it soon.
i carn believe myself.
i dunoe why i'm feeling like this...

they always say: the one who knows how to console herself is the happiest around..
maybe.

i'm bored stiff..

anyway.. tis is and why i fell in love wif my boy...
he's so gorgeous. -droolx-



see? he's MINE.
hands off peepz.
-luffs insanely-

-sigh-
the world is dead.
love is gone.

haha.
so lame.
n so sian...
my hei ji got a gf le..
-sniff sniff-
lol.
but i'll be c-ing him n his ger in tpjc.
awwwwww.

the blardy renovation truck woke me up todae,
jie, dad n di went to the Body world le.
without me. -pouts-
lol. i carn wake up nor can i go la.. cuz meetin sum lovers lata.

-yawns-
shall go psycho my peepz to the exhitbion tml.
or else.. i'm going myself.
i dun care.
-pouts-

life's such a bore.
thinkin about thinking.
ahh! sian.
letmme go beck to slp.

have you ever.....
see the sea and sky unite as one..?
cry over nothing..?
love someone who doesn't even know you..?
feel as if you will never get to feel anymore..?

have you ever wondered...
why is all this happening to you..?
why must this come to a stop..?
why.... ...

i've been outside.
everywhere.
under the stars.
bathing in the moonlight.
over the seas.

watching...
looking...
waiting...
crying...

for links. answers.
that i know will eventually lead to wat i'm searching for....
for you...

so meanwhile...
be patient.
wait.
i'm coming over...
soon...
soon.
i promise.

oh.. i got a loverboy.
his name is edison.
-muackx-
i love him like mad.
whee. lol.

lol.
shall crap a bit on y'dae.

ahh.. went to meet boon tong in the ntuc.
met debbie as in his fren lah..
den.. me n him pushed the food via trolley to the pit wich was near the underpass.
den i pushed the trolley beck alone. -sigh-
den.. met may n vivian there.. yah so we went beck to the pit.
may was yakking on the fone . so me n vivian din tok much.
ah! we only started tokin when we saw a rrly cute poochy!
damn cute lah tt dog.. sooooo small n big. n FURRY!
den crap wif may for a while till tt ye jun came over..
arrr.. lookin at the way they thaw the food was like YuCKS! lol.
den tupid ye jun made me n boon tong walked all the way beck to buy charcoals when we dun nid it. hurmpf!
den we got hershey choc! whee! yummy!
den den... arrrrr.... i went to sit alone la.. at the bench den boon tong cum over.. crapped a bit.
i'm like forever asking him n his ex, amanda. lol.
nth to tok abt lah.. it's been long since i rrly tok to him.
arr.. den bbq loh.. ye jun is soo farni
lol. nonsense sia him.
den... bbq liao.. nite le.. debbie tummyache
den me n boon went over to ntuc again for toilet n tummyache pills.
ar.. den i merely said i'm thristy den i turn ard he gone le...
search for him a bit dun haf den i go buy the pills..
den he pop outtside the shop with a can drink for me. lol.
so sweet arh.. my brother. lol.
den den..... go beck lah.. sit alone at the bench...
recordin the waves n wind noise...
den i was like wondering abt a lot of stuff.s...
boon tong hav to interrupt me.
den he brought sum fire startaers n lit up den crapped again
den sum guy frens of his came over n ask: are u 2 a couple? and all those shite lah..
WTF?!?!?!?!
he's my DIDI.
sorry jay, he's before u. lol.
we lost connection sumhow. i'm nt saying. dun ask. =P
den.. poppy came.. vivian's dog! frm SPCA de.
cute. (:
den dey all went home le..
den left me boon n ye jun
cleared up den dey start tokin abt the $ for bbq-ing loh..
kao.. lol.
den went home le.
woke up at 6.
leg cramp.
pain.
carn get to sleep.zzz
den.. went running n swimming wif xin
i only ran 800m. ha ha.
den...den we stood outside the swimmin complex to spy whther dali is there.lol.
i'm scared of him man.
den....swim le.. we went library to crap n for its air conditioning lah.
den uncle tell us keep our vol down. lol.
den went home.. ZZzzZzz
nth else le ba...
ciao.

ahh!
friggin dad juz pissed me off.
wassup wif the venting of anger on me when he's nt happy over some HDB person..
WAS IT MY FAULT?
he likes to make me go a big round to get things done when he can get tt stuff so easily on his own.
wad fuck right?

i dun giv a damn.
so he sat there n kpkb abt tt HDB guy n me.
juz ate my lunch n escape of his insanity.
it's bad stayin at home... there's no peace n love in here.
everyone's having pms n menopause here.
tt's y i intend to go out everyday if i can.
pple dun understand.

i dun care.
shall go out n meet boon tong now.
he n his lame bbq.
made me carry all those food.
damn.
till then.... ciao.

and the fallening stars canot make it lahz..!
some computers can't see it like mine n tongx.
so0o.. i took it away..
hopin to make tins less complicated ard here.
-sigh-
the only thing good now is to seeing maybelline.
i missed tt gurl like fuck...

whee! my fav song of the week: b.a.d - wo de cuo.
i dunoe why..
it always makes me sad whenever i hear tis song..
-sniff-

i carn get the chinese lyrics here.. i mean on tis blog..
so i'll just link the lyrics lah..
u pple enjoy.. (:


click here~

anyway.. got something to say..
Hui Min!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u got a real nice hair-do!
i love it.
n i love you to0o.
thanks for all n all n all.
u rawk.
i wanna cya real soon.
with ur hairy hair hair..
-grinz-

this is specially posted for hui min. who rock the world for me.

listen up peepz.
i dun care if u dun like to read wadeva shite i've blogged.
this is my blog.
i type wadeva i want.
so if u hate my posts,
stick yer nose out this blog.


peiyun: i do pity u for having such narrow-minded thinking.felicia,christie and u..i do pity the three of ur..please do some soul-searching before u all do anything...
-sigh-
pei yun. u dun understand.
i dun tin u want to, anyway.
but still... thanks alot.
u can insult me here.
but not others.
u gotta respect tt whoever person it is.
it's morally wrong.
i dunoe how u feel.
pissed? irritated? screwed? fucked? wadeva?
but den i find it wrong..
so...... reflect dear. (:
i dun mean tt u're wrong... in the sense tt... -sigh-
but if u tin wad u did was right.. den so be it.
but leave my friends alone.
they deserve none of this.

went bugis wif cong n xin todae..
cong is an idiot.
he was like, 'u can help me choose the bag, the previous bag
den the next day, u can juz shut up n watch him buy tt bag he wnas.
-argh-
cong ar.. i tell u, u sux le.. u dun believe me,
lolx.
=P

den xin went home... cong n i went airport.
he so mean.. =(
got ger er dun wan bez fren..
so argh tt i put his hp n stepped on it a few times.
jerky beef arh u!
den refused to tok to me.
said i looked like a baby in a pram ar!
=.-
den den..... went starhubs with him la.
i got my rhumba frap. venti.
i paid him 4 bucks only. lol.
(:
den went home.. ate dinner
den went for a hair cut.
i nid one badly lah
got a bombard look. lol.
arrr.... tokin to chris now..
it's goot to clear the air up wif someone
maybe one day it's zhao's turn
den hui ru's
den vanez'
den zan yan..
den pei yun..
lol
i got too many enemies. shit

lalala.

aiyo!
barely had 5 hours sleep.
before the sun shone on my face n the ever-loud grassin cuttin fuck,
woke me up..
but it's okie. i'm gonna haf a nice day todae.. nth can make me upset.
haha.

i start thinkin abt my o lvl results tis earli morning.
so i supposed tt's y i canot get to sleep.
just let me continue my tpjc life. i'll be loved by God.
or its becuz sum fuker cursin me out there?
dun wan let jiamin sleep iddit?
chill la.
i'm gonna be good in a few days time.
so let me fuck whoever i wan to fuck 1st k?

wahhaha.
meanwhile. sanjay's rrl doing a nice job brightenin up my day.
i'm gonna cut my hair.
trim la. jay say de mah. lol.
ahh.. den chiong bugis n orchard wif cong n xin....

now xi xing is angry with sum fucking company.
ahh.. poor guy.
stupdi cheapo company that is, fen ming is wan cheat $.
kaoz.
eff-ing stupid cocked company.
i bet it'll go burst sumday somehow.

aya.. tml got drama class..
i haben did my hwk
i juz go crap there lah..
pple there v nice. lol.
damn crap.
am lookin forward to going.. but it's darn far.
the only tin i dun like. but still.. it's nice.
the lessons, the frens, the seniors, the crappiness n the fun.
haben act for a longg time..
gettin a lil' rusty i see.
the guys are like sooo qiang..
ahh! muz gear up le. ;)

so meanwhile, to whoever out there who is NOT happy with me...
-pulls out the middle finger-

xing he xing he.
email me beck fast!
i'm like gettin so jerky now.
ahh!
all his fault.
-draws a worried look-
oh man.
i hope he gets the application form he wans with his cock-up com.

ma, he's going US to further his studies.
it's nt..NOT fair.
-pouts-

ar.. wad?
ju mei mei says i bian le.
lol.
yah.. all the crankiness n the meaniness juz rushed out thesedays..
i'll be good by 2004
promise.
i'll love sizhao. vanessa. n try to accept zan yan.
happy now?
i promise.
no hates.
just love. n love n love.

but it doesn't helps when one more gets pissed with me.
all tt shitty stuff.

- !°º¤ < [ F: treat it as i nv say anytin b4 loh
_::- ? -::_ : did u?
- !°º¤ < [ F: did i?
_::- ? -::_ : u hae to ask urself den
_::- ? -::_ : ur mouth
_::- ? -::_ : or rather ur fingers
- !°º¤ < [ F: haha.
_::- ? -::_ : or rather ur BRAIN...

yah. people change, hui min.
thanks a lot. they do.
so meanwhile let me be still, the nasty lil' moronic Jiamin for the year.
yay~!
so0o0o still.. it's either love me or hate me for who i am.
i'm still me.
me.
me.
me.

tsk tsk.
my job is done.
200 bucks on de way. whee
dis way.. i can get my contact lens n my billabong bag
n maybe an adidas shoes.
maybe.
lol.
i'm happy.

todae's okie lah..
work is tuff. bleah
but somehow i survied.
dad brought me specially to aljunied to eat dinner
cuz he missed out mine. lol.
so he ask me where i wanna eat den i say eat prawn mee so went aljunied.
dey haf the best prawn mee.
yummy!
dad's so cool n mean at times.
i'm gonna try tt refuse-to-go-home trich at ah ma's hse next week on him again.
lol.
n make sure he bring me home, =P
-evil luff-

screwin zan yan upside down now.
it doesn't make him a sec to amuse myself.
he's effing stupid.
fancy callin me a b!tch. lol.
yah.. i'm one.
very proud of being one to0.
whee!

den tml chiongin bugis n orchard wif cong n xin.lol.
maybe meeting xi xing to0. maybe.
lol.
it's such an irony.
when... no1 likes u
n suddenly there's a gurl claiming tt she wans to be ur stead
den the tin is u're a ger to0.
n still... u went ahead wif her... broke up
n now it's still the same situation tt no1 likes u
when tt ger cum n patch tins up wif u..
u start screamin at tt poor ger n calling her names.
i mean... HA HA HA.
-look into the mirror n u'll understand-

wanna noe wad i mean?
tag at the tagboard for the answer. lol.
till den. gd nite. (:
-grinz-

aya damn. becuz of work.. i lost my free tic of infernal affairs frm hock.
damn damn damn.
hock, u still owe me.
i dun care. >_<

-shui muck muck-!!
lolz. waterboys is on the tveee.
am watchin yet ii've work tml.
-sigh-
i'm going to die tml.
lolz. but den.. it's christmas..
so hopefuli there's nth to do tml.
but i'll miss my parteee at ah ma's hse.
i'm supposed to be at ah ma' hse now. for sleep over.
-sigh-

anyway... todae's work is nice lah...
crappy around with gina.
lol.
den tough job lahz.. tiring.
ah ma, chang yi n koon hao came to hav lunch wif me.
den after ;unch.. went beck to work..
lol. kenny came.
whee.. shook hands n said christmas greetings den he go liao.
sweet lah.. he cum find me n his fren. lol.
(: ah ma them oso sweet
den ah ma waited for me till 8pm den we went...... tampines..
the specs shop closed.. she accidentally took my specs home.
so my darlin specs is at woodlands.
-sigh-
den went shopppin in ntuc. kay fine. i'm sorry ah ma.
i was like throwin every stuff i saw into the basket so ah ma had to take them beck.
haha.
anyway........... wad tin ar....
aya... den went beck home liao.. watchin waterboys now... so...
ciao..


oh... the barbie dolls are on 20% sale.
i wan =(
i wan
=(
i want.
=(
it's like 10.90 per doll.
cheap lah.
i wan .....
i wan.




no money.
-sob-

-sigh-
tupis bro.
lol. stupid school.
-sigh-

just beck frm work.
hungry.
waitin for dad to buy noodles for me to chomp.
lol.
anyway... i lost 100 bucks.
-sniff-
i broke my specs.
it'll cost me 100 bucks to mkae a new specs lens.
fuck loh.
whoever hu curse me. u got ur way liao. happi mah?
like idiot lidat. lol.
anyway.. there goes my pay liao.
okie i left wif 100.
so i get to hav my billabong bag...
sheesh. there's a contact lens promotion.
140 bucs fpor a year supply leh!
so i muz try to -repair- my specs myself.
den save the $$ to get the lens. lol. so i muz go find the old lens i haf.
yay~!. my job todae is nice lah i tin.
though kana scolded my the secuity officer cuz i scan the cards like a zillion times. lol.
kk.. time to find...my lens.
anyway. it's a like fuck lahz...
i broke my specs while wearin my tutle-neck shirt..
ARGH! broke specs while wearin shirt?
like nt fuck??

-waves to my darling-
bye bye my lil' furry one.
bye bye.
i'll miss u.
i'm sorry.
u noe i am.
i'll missed the days when i hav no1 to comfort and u're the only one lookin at me, wondering why tears are in my eyes.
i'll missed the days when i sing tt song to u when i'm sad.
i'll missed the days strokin u. kissing u.
the days when i stop bro from making u flare up.
the days when i neglect u...it's always.
always. i hate myself for tt.
why did i neglect u.....................................
w.h.y?

-sigh-
what a copy-cat.
EEEEEEE.......
-u r sho gross-
*pukes*
but den -thinks again-
i carn be bothered wif u pple liao lahz.
the only time i can.. is when i gossip.
with my gang.
lol.
so... ahh... u're none of my business.

i'm tired.
went beck sch wif kenny.
watch the campcraft team do their tents n flagstaff..
den chated wif ms tay a bit..
the AC oso came lah.
so.. we went to... chinatown..
on my way.. i saw matthew. yah.
matthew.
he's still wearin those sleevless adidias shirt. lol. hui min u shud noe. lol.
so heck la.. den din say hi cuz he din seem like he wan anyone to noe i noe him.
den went to OG pple park...
den started job..
it's confusing lah.. n weird
cuz i dunoe anyone frm there..
i'm goin to hav lunch alone cuz no1 i noe is in my time slot.
but it's goot la.
i need peace. lol.
den..... wad else?
had lunch at 5 den work to 8.. 8 hrs. oh boy.
but for 200 bucks..
i missed a free movie tic frm hock.
drama lessons frm huay kuan.
sleepover at ah ma's hse.
christmas' paty at ah ma's hse. yah
i hope dat's all.

anyway.. huever curse me haf their wish.
my bunny wabbit, sophie. passed away todae.
i hope u people hav a sense of guilt.

-sniff-
i love my sophie.
i regret.
-sniff-

-My HoRoScOpE- LiBrA-

Libra woman mostly has an egg oval facial shape. She
has a nice smooth skin and a good figure. She will
spend so much effort to keep her skin clean and
pretty. She can be easily allergy to cosmetic and make
up, but taken care of her face and avoid wrinkle is
her hobby. She is good at it and tends to look younger
than her age.

She can be very naughty like a little boy, but yet
fully 100% woman. She looks nice in either Jean or
night gown. She thinks woman is equal to man.
Sometimes she can think faster than you, but she will
not leave you far behind. She will try not to make you
feel like you are competed or defeated in any games
she plays with you even she is winning.

She is a little flirt even she has no idea what she
wants. She can not decide what to do, and what not to
do, so she can not set her schedule very well in all
cases.

She is gifted with how to dress, and how to match her
dress. She likes to dress in black and wear perfume.
She likes a mild flowery scent.

In any argument, she can really argue. She can argue
for hours, and mostly win the argument. If it is not a
serious argument, she could argue and once a while
give you a smile also. She will make a good
politician, because she can tell which party will win
the election.

She always has good reasons, even she likes to
contradict herself. She can not decide what is right
and wrong for her, because everything has a good side
and a bad side. Woman in other Zodiac might not care
what other people think, but Libra woman care what
other people, or what you feel as much as her own
feeling.

She can adjust to her environment very well, so at
work she will be at the ladder up. She likes team work
in doing things. If you ask her for help or advice,
she will help you except if she does not like your
guts. She can change you and make you think you change
by yourself without her influence.

Good side of being with Libra woman are she never
interfere with your privacy. She will not make you
loose face in front of your friends. Even she cares
about how much money she has left his her bank
account, she will never forget to let you know how
much she cares for you.

She thinks taken care of the house is a woman job and
She can do it well. But if you expect a Libra woman to
fear you, then you are wrong. She is a strong woman
even she looks at you with that sweet innocent pairs
of baby's looks and may loose you (let you win) in a
few poker games.

If she is the one you are after, then go step by step.
The best way is using her friends introducing you to
her. Do not make her feel or treat her like a bubble
head. You have to move forward toward her with
confident and secure. Show her that you are a kind,
polite and a real gentleman. Be a slow hand or else
you might get smack!
>> > >>>

--------ArGh-------------------
i suddenly feel like an orphan.
yah.. no mum no dad.
i hate them now.
especially my mother.
yesh....
i carn stand her.........................................
let's touch on yesterday....

went ah ma hse lah.. we had fun..
lol.. bitchin, n singin dream a dream.
whee... making cards to0.
den.. when it reaches abt 10.30 .. i call home n asked for dad to pick me up loh..
he refused.. n demanded tt i sit mrt home.
so i heck.. n stayed till 11.30 loh..
den i was forced to go home by taxi.. since the last train is gone.
n dey refuse to let me stay..
so ah ma's dad drove me to sum highway n hailed a cab for me..

(even ah ma's mum doesn't believe tt my parents will actuali do tis to me... it's nt v safe to sit a cab home alone at tt time loh)

so i cried all the way frm woodlands to simei...
tt's a lot of tears, mind you.
i carn believe dey did that to me.. =(
soo... i reached home la..
n it cost me 18.20 bucks..
de cab uncle was kind la.
he went like: xiao mei arh.. if u nt enuf money juz givmme wad u got can liao.
den being a gd ger.. i paid him 18.50 bucks lo. den he's supposed to return me 30 cents.. but he din lah..
lol.. so i heck lioa.. said bye to him den go home...
dey din say anytin. so did i...
i went to bathe..
i bathe while i cry..lol
it's better wad.. cuz no1 can hear u crying while the water is splashing all over...
argh...
write cong a letta while crying. lol.
shit i cried a lot dun i?
den head to bed le...

went to bedok stadium todae...
ran 1.2 km wif xin.
den swim in bedok swimmin cmplex.. i went sun tanning. woo hoo..
den eat long john's.
den go tm.. den go home ZZZzzzz..
den din feel like goin huay kuan todae so i sms senior tell her i got sligth fever..
lol. :P
tt's y i'm still here. lol.
kay.. tml going xin's hse for mahjong session.. way cool.

i got the eagles. i got the eagles.
lalalalalallalalalalala.
the e-a-g-l-e-s award lahz.
wich means i got 150 bucks. wheee.
i'm like so god damn grateful to ms tay liaoz.
how does she noes tt i'm broke??
_______________________________________________________
and and.. i'm grateful to the pplez hu prayed fer me...
taken out frm the tag board..:

hock: i did pray for you..ha, congrats, u got in. and me too...

sAmaN+h4: yoZ gal....no nid to stress la...abt the posting tml, i'll pray hard for u too....ok la...i knoe u wanna go tpjc or acjc... u can do it de!! *wink*

________________________________________________________________

so.. went ah ma's hse todae lah...
i juz sat there n luff at the guys when dey are building the tree.
yaya.
lol.
dey say i'm useless.
=.-
but at least i cleaned up a bit n cut sum stars. lol.
i tin i actuali finished up the whole packet of crab roll.
lol. i carn stop eating la.
it's like so yummy n i was so bored ma.
i was like luffin all the way.. den no1 luff loh. except for ah ma.
lol. we were crap.
den the tree was made la..
it was nice to me.
cuz i din do anytin. lol.
yaya. i sux i noe.
den... went causeway point to shop la..
i got a lip gloss frm The Body Shop frm ah ma n xin.
we got xin a piglet toy to0.
lol.
i got myself a new n cheap ear ring,
mum says it sux.. but too bad la.. i like.
*grinz*
den den.. wad else?
shit lah.. i'm like owing pple lotsa $$.
i tin i shd go n find hock's card someday when i'm like so free n hav nth to do.
lol.
drag ah ma along.
lol.

den den.... i'm still broke la.
cuz i carn get the $$ till next yr january.
sigh.
if i can get hold of the $, i'll go get smth stuff for my gang.
lol. if mum doesn't take the money n put it in the bank lahz. :P
arhh.. i muz go thank ms tay.
man.. now i regret nt askin her abt the campcrft com thingy.
sheesh.
i'm lovin everyone now.
whee. (:
hmm... everyone's goin to tp.. i hope life'll be goot. (:
well.... hope the guys weren't cursing me like fuck cuz
their backs hurt after the making of the tree while i luffed at them.
=X
lol.
i'm gettin fat...
look at the lorry of food i ate todae.

oya.. hock came my blog. lolx.
i tot he wun remember... but he did...
so it makes it more obvious tt i muz go c the tarot cards for them.
the 'ka luo pai'..
i 4got how iddit spelled.. so does anyone noes anyting?
hurmpf

Hmm..
got wad i prayed for last nite..
so there it goes...
i hope my o lvl results come out good enuf tt i can juz continue my life there.
-sigh-
oh well, there it goes........


Name LIN JIAMIN ID Number S87*****E
School Posted To TAMPINES JUNIOR COLLEGE
Course Posted To SCIENCE / 0709S

-freaking out-
i'm sho scared abt tml's posting.
i'm thinkin abt my o lvls thesedays.
it seems like..i canot make it loh.
i'm like so scared.
let me go Tp.
let me go tp.
my guardian angel says he's goin to pray for me.
so i'll go praying for pple lata.
i'm soo0o0 freaked out.
i juz wan to be wif my das.
=(
*prays hard*
goin to das' hse to check out the posting tml in the mornin.
aHH! God bless us.

*gives a tired look*
ha.. i went sentosa again.
yaya. u got me. s-e-n-t-o-s-a.
went with ah ma n chang yi lahz.
we head immediately to Paluwan beach (as usual)
ohya.. ah ma n i went to the mart to get sum snacks to bring there for picnic.
yaya. so i took off my clothes n head to the sea.. so did ah ma.
i dunoe wad oto say abt ah ma loh...
she brought towel, shirt but not shorts.
n she wore long, demin short,
i was like so0o0o0o .. lolx.
ya.. den chang yi.. hu din bring anytin along.. looked after our bags..
so we played in the water. haha.
luffin at each other la.
den ah ma dun wan swim le.. so i went to the yellow platform myself n sun tan. (:
the sun was soooo big n shiok...
den tan till i hapi liao.. den it's abt to rain la.. so we sat the monorail loh.
we sat till it finishes its 3rd round.
lol. the rain is pouring dam heavily lahz.
den.. we dashed to the bus stop n got the bus.
den beck to main island, went to the mart again to get food for chang yi's bro.
his bro is like richer den he is lah. =.-
den...... go beck home liao..
i took a corn pie as my dinner.
c? i'm right anyway.
my farmily is having hor fun AGAIN for diner.
-sigh-
pathetic meals we had at home.
hmMm... todae was nice lah..
except tt chang yi hav to diss me everytime.
lol. k la.. he's a goot bud lah...
but stop hittin me will u?
i'm a bit easily irritated thesedays.. (might be due to the stress for tml posting's to cum)
so0o0o... understand? lolx.
arhh! i washed n scrubbed my bag le. i'm so god damn proud.
whee!
(: di is coming home tml. yay!
i'm be goin ah ma's hse tml.
makin christmas tree n eatin tt choc coated gum again.
i'm so0o0o0o happy.
(:

oh.
*realise i haveb't been bloggin for days*
sorry arh. *acts in the taiwan tone*
i've been busy.
yeah busy.
i'm lazy too lahz.

been chiongin to toa payoh during last fri, sun and yah.. goin later.
there's a Script-Improvisation workshop goin on there.
i;m like soooo exhausted thesedays.
a single trip frm my hse to huay kuan takes or more an hours lah (estimated time)
den... i spent 2 hrs on the mrt loh.
liew. =P

let me take u in on wad i did y'dae lahz.
i slp less den 5 hrs.
den head to Bedok stadium to run 2.4 while xin did her skipping.
*my jian fei program commenced y'dae lah*
den.. i did a 100 skipping den head to xin's grandma for a bath.
den.. we went bedok central to walk walk loh..
den i go huay kuan liao.. i reached like 1 n 1/2 hr earlier. lol
saw the instructors..
one was asking : u juz cum beck frm chalet ar?
(i tin it's becuz of my dressin n my haggard look)
lolx.
i told them i went for a run..
den head to another table to ZzZzz.
den dey ask me go the room n slp..
den edith n the rest came le..
we bithced like siao.. den the lessons started.
i tin i rrly sux last nite lahz.
i'm like so stupid at every single game.
pple might start to even 4get tt i'm 16 tis year.
den.. the lesson end at 8 smth y'dae loh.. when it starts at 4.30.
it's soooo long.

oh.. ah ma's cousin saw me y'dae n followed me..
i din even notice
*slaps forehead*
how cud i not noe rite?
argh.

dem reach home ate ym food...
did sum sit ups n push ups..
read harry potter n slp liao..

woke up at 11 plus in the morning...
den play my com for a hr.
den ate my lunch.
read harry potter for a hr..
den slp for 4 more hrs..

so i clocked 16 hrs of slpin time todae u noe?
lolx. so proud.
i feel like eating some of the choc coated gum thingy again.
argh.
yah.. i tin i gotta go..

ohya. to my dear boy in camp.
sorry for nt sendin one mail or two mail to u ya?
i'm like so god-damn bz tt i tin i neglected u.
oh den do treat andrew n chris' bro nice kayz.
lolx. take care though. u're coming back tml.
so why am i typin so much to u?
haha.
yaya.
i'll go to the NTUC to get my choc.

i tin it's coming.

(:
*looks at my new ear ring*
i tin it sux.. being big n bulky.
but den xin n her sis says its nice..
but i like the one i picked for xin..
i tin it rawks. but xin tins it sux..
so there. lolx.

xin, her mei n me went Mp todae lahz..
walk around...
den went to orchard...
Far east arh...
xin bought lotsa clothes todae. lolx.
rich. *shakes head*
went the shop to play wif the clothes lah..
dey say i look goot in skirts. lolx.
tt's nt me, you noe?
but k la.. i admit i looked nt bad in those. lolx.
i was like grabbing the skirts n change while xin try hers.
wow.. she bought a skirt loh.
rich. =(
poor me.
i can only c her pay. :P
den we went to this fashion
being me, i went on to grab the clothes n wear for fun lahz..
lol.
den xin bought another skirt.
oh gosh.
rich rich
-shakes head-
oh!! we saw XING HE. at roxy square.
we were walking..
den at the print shop, i saw a orange bag on the printer.
den i saw a big guy.. wearing beige uniform. hur hur.
i knew it was him. lol
so i went n hit him la.. his reaction was slow.
lol.
den he looked at me.. smile but din say anytin lahz..
den i said bye!! den go le.. lolx. he's nice.
:P dun deny it la peepz. :P
den after orchard we went to...... plaza singapura...
yaya. bought the ear rings frm mui-ee. iddit?
den i saw BARBIE!
i like. i like.
saw ang mohs acting the swan lake barbie show..
dey are soooo shuai n chio!
i was like. *envy envy*
lolx. den i reached home le....
wheee.. i go read harry potter le..
i wan jian fei *hurmpF*

sheesh.
-points at the entry beloww-
pretty slutty of me.
lolx.
-looks into the mirror-
but i dun look like i gif a damn abt it.
i juz feel like typin a compo outa wad i felt y'dae.
after bitchin.
anyway... i chose not to go to sentosa todae....
cuz i noe dat it'll rain todae.
hur hur.
sorry to the peepz hu doesn't deserve the rain.
it ain't much of my fault..
cuz i only play a teenie weenie part of cursing it'll rain.
fine. at least i feeling proud of myself now.
since it rained n still is raining.
lolx. wad a bitch i am.
oh my, i'm startin to be proud of the bitchiness in me.

*yawns*
k, back to harry potter.

friends. enemies.
love. hatred.
what's left in my life?

'can we be friends again?' we once questioned ourselves.
trying to bluff ourselves for we know it's impossible.

one wrong move?
i fucking hate you.

ignoring. cursing. boycotting. backstabbing. leaking out my deepest secrets.
look. i dun gif a damn.
i dun owe u my life.

you dont scare me.
yes. you don't.
and dun gif me dat bloody look.
u look blardy disgusting already.

i don't blardy care if u did anything to me.
but i wun let u go away screwing any of my peepz.
hell no.

i don't rrly care of anyone of the arses read this.
i don't.
unsatisfied?
dat's ur problem.

i wun go around acknowledgin you pple are of wad kinda royal blood shit.
oh come on.
i'm sorry to spoil ur prince-riding-a-white-horse dream.
but someone had to knock some sense into you.
i've to be even sorrier if i had to be the one.

so wad i'm a bitch? it doesn't make you any better.
so what if you are filthy rich?
so what if everyone u noe treats you like a royal shit?
so what if you are chairpersons of wadeva shit?
so what if you literally kicked me outa the clique?
so what?
you tell me.

dun bother pushing the fucking fault on me.
look at urselves.
looking so smug and acting friendly to others.
i pity you, fakers.

fine, in some sense, i'm wrong.
i apologize.
but i wun stoop so low as you pple do.

it doesn't matter if anyone hates me.
maybe it does.
but thanks to you,
i've found my true friends.
someone who listens.
someone who cares.
someone who loves who i am.
someone who won't fucking abandoning n avoiding me when they heard some terrible gossips about me.

so what u've had fun gossiping about me?
i'm sorry to say.
i had fun bitching on you too.
you people dun ruin my life.
not you. not your clique.

dun bother tryin to pull people to your side.
or even the teachers.
haha, you people can be so lame.

two-faced?
yesh.
if it takes to hurt you back, like u did it to me.

i wun care if i hurt ur fren's feeling if you hurt my fren's one in the very 1st place.
people have feelings too.
so do i.
hopefully u learn something about r-e-s-p-e-c-t.

it doesn't mater if u hate me for tis.
the thing is,
i alreadi despise you people.

despite the drama-drama we had.
having been such a goody goody for last 2 years.
i had enough.


dream about me bothering to put a lil friendship back.
i wun even fake a miss-nice-girl to you.

"we are not goin to sentosa tml if jiamin and her gang is coming along"
"a mask can't last a lifetime and thats wad i found about you..."
"you r one tat ppl sae beautiful shell wif a depraved soul"


"jiamin and her gang ruin the chalet.."
excuse me, whoever the fuck who say this.
i'll take no shit from you.
we organise the chalet. thank you.
be grateful for it.
it's really up to us to trash the chalet or not.
i wun fucking care if you paid 25 bucks for it o nt.
even if i do, i can daringly say u're not even worth the 25 bucks.
thank you for the comment you made when no1 asks for it anyway.
i hope you think before saying anything. (provided dat u even haf a brain. wow. i'm so impressed)

thank you for all the shit you n your people gave me.
it still hurts whenever i read ur mail.
but come to think abt it, u pple don't deserve breakin my heart again.

fuck you.

-giggles-
haha. i carn believe ju jie mei actuali wrote a nice testi for me.. awww.
it goes like:
HEy...CAnT BeLiEve IM WRiTin Nice Stuff bouT U sIA...HAhAZ...Ur a GreaT GeR LAZ>...HaHaz ALways SPORtin...ALWays HELpiN out..A gD JIE mEI....WIsH Ya Gd Luck IN sTuFf U will Be DOin......Tk CARe JIe MEi...hUggIEz
lolx. i tot to him, me owaes a bad ger. tsk.
nt too bad arh. lolx.
arh.. intended to go chang yi's hse todae one..
in the end, somehow we ended up in xin's hse.
we played mahjong.. i won 2 rounds..
i 4got at a bit (a lot i mean) abt mahjong. lolx.
chang yi is like 4eva calling me stupid.
den we went on n played monoply..
guess wad.. i'm the winner!
i'm sho proud. (:
i can say tt i nv win b4.
de pplez owe me thousands of dollars.
lol. i got 2 hotels n 4 hses. whee..
den after spoiling xin's com..
(i'm very sorry for it lah)
we bitched. lol.
den i went huay kuan to attend sum lessons.
it was fun lah..
it rained when i was tryin to get there.
i asked a auntie to share her umbrella wif me..
she did la. i like her. (:
den she went off at the bus stop..
so i waited like fuck for sum1 to come..
den simin came. lolx. i mean i dunoe hu was she lah..
den i asked if we cud share an umbrella.
she said yes.. den it happened tt we are attendin the sum lesson.
so cool. (: den we becum gd frenz.
ohya.. den later found sum frens in silver along the way.
(: vic was so cutee. n hilarious. lolx.
it started later den expected. so i reached home later den expected.
*yawns*
may i be gone
*poof*

-i hope it rains tml the moment sum arses step into sentosa.-
ha ha..

*yawns*
everyone's abandoned me le. =(
okie. except ju jie mei.
glad tt he's still alive la.
i tot he die sumwhere liao.
it's nice to see him going......

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yeap jie mei?

lolx. golden hair now arh boy. =P
arrh.... never mind him lahz. lolx.
summary for todae...
o0oh. todae's Xing's b'dae.
or ratner y'dae la. tis earli morn now.
sent him an email. hopefully it's gd enuf fer him la. =P
o0oh.. went airport todae wif cong.
lolx. crappy enuf la.
i'm bored so i wrote in his bk when he toys wif my fone.
there's 2 lil' kids hu are shoo0o0 adorable la. =P
den.. we played the country game n the name game. lolx.
totally childish.
den head beck home loh.
been tryin to figure out my scanner for hrs.. argh.
den after hrs.. i did it. lolx.
am scannin still now.
got farkin pissed over parents abt washin the dishes n mopping the florr stuff.
so uncool.
lolx.
oh. it's jie's prom todae..
hope she's havin a great tyme. =)

*sings 'xue hui' by evonne*
i'm so in love wif this song. :)
oh well, i went to get a hp todae.
was nt tt excited as i tot i'll be.
after tt long, i got myself a nokia 3200.
the cool tin is tt dad got me a radio speaker for it la.
ha. n i din haf to bug him for dat. :P
never mind abt tt.
den sis got a 3100.
dad got sis' ole one. ha.
sho sweet of dada. :)
see? he's da best. :P
anyway.. we went to de foodcourt to eat lunch..
den head beck home.. it was alreadi 2.
so i call my 'a' (say ahh!) aka amanda to say tt i'm nt join them for pool or KboX.
hoping they're havin fun lahz.
*yawns*
so i slacked the whole day in front of the com.
receivin wad cedric's sendin me....
vs video clip. ha. it's pretty cool man.
juz tt the file is damn big...
it's a total of 80 mb smth.. sumone shoot me..
i noe wad's my current ambition le..
air stewardess... whee. tertiary service.
i wanna fly........
the pay is high.
the uniform is chio......
awww! i wan i wan wan! :P
den hui ru hav to scare me by saying dere's terrorist attacks...
sheesh.. i dun wan to die like tis.
i wanna die when i'm damn ole with my great grand kids ard me.. :P
sheesh. wad crap. may i be gone...
*poof*

full name; Lin JiA MiN
birthday; 19 OcToBeR
zodiac sign; LiBrA
piercin; ear.
tattoos; naH! dey hurt wayy too much
hair color; black? (i luve my hair)
length; shoulder length
siblins; 1 jie n 1 di.
pets; a bunny wabbit (sophie), red fishes n gerbils.

what..
shampoo do you use; current;y it's dove.
perfume do you use; nah. i tin i smell nice enuf. =)
shoes do you wear; i adore my current blue teva slippers n my yellow teva sandals.
are you scared of; backstabbers. bettles (lolx). supernatural stuff.

number
of times you had your heart broke; ha. i rather not count.
of hearts you broke; ha. i dunoe n i rather no know.
of boys you kissed; two. my dad n di.
of girls you kissed; ha. it'll take me years to count. on the cheeks only!
of continents you lived on; one. it's where i belong.
of drugs you did illegally; one. alcohol. (nth too serious lah)
of people youd classify as true; my clique n cong de. =P
of people you consider your enemies; nah. i dun wan hate anyone n be tuff on myself.
of people from high school that stay in contact; ha. i've juz grad.
cd`s you own; lazy to count. dey're layin all over de place.
of things in your past you regret; many. my past frenships. mistakes. *rubs head*

friends
best; cong de n my clique
funniest; ha. huay kuan peepz
prettiest; huay kuan gers are like so chio~! *jealous*
smartest; huay kuan peepz again. dey nt smart oso can act until v smart one lah. juz look at their actig skills. marrrrvellous.
craziest; amanda? trust her to go around mixing sauces up n gobble them all down her throat.
most likely to succeed; huay kuan peepz. (lolx) dey are the future holloywood stars.
hangs out with the most; my clique. :) dey rock.
best style; i dunoe. everyone's so stylish thesedays.
flirtiest; muahaha. thou shall nt comment.
quietest; arh? candice. ha. nice quiet lab partner she is. =P
loudest; huay kuan peepz. dey are l.o.u.d
sweetest; my clique. ha. dey're the sweetest thing. =)
share secrets with; my clique. probabli no1. but den wad secrets hav i to keep?
weirdest; ha. everyone's weird in a way o another.
blondest; lucy. my obs fwen. =P another chio bu *pouts*
lives the farthest away; arr. the NiNgs! kai n yan ning. =(
lives the closest; jessie. 2 blocks away. =)
known the longest; andy? ha. i dun tin he rem me though. sheesh.

future
wanna get married; duh!
if so, what age; ha. before 30?
who will you marry; sumone whom i love n loves me.
what do you wanna do; i wanna play mahjong wif rich aunties everyday! :P
where will you live; near the beach.
do you wanna have kids; yeah.
if so, how many; as many as my hubby can afford. :P
what would you name them; IaN...? oo0oh! JusTin KeaNu TaN! (provided dat m hubby is a TaN...a RaMbuTaN)

this or that
coke or pepsi; coke duh.
pencil or pen; arH! pEncIl. at least i can erase wadeva i dun wan.
vanilla or chocolate; choc. -licks lips
hug or kiss; hUg. ;) (my wound healer)
lights on or off; oN! i'm afriad of ghosts rem? =P
dark or light; lighT~! even light colours, pastel, looks nicer. :P
rose or lily; rose i guess. :) rO0O0o0manTiC dey say.
dr pepper or moutain dew; mountain dew. haben try dr pepper. dun intend to. :P
mcdonalds or burger king; mac! it's fattenin though.
sandals or shoes; sandals. let ur feet breathe!!
nsync or bsb; boTh! but if i've da choose,it's bsb. cuz cuz i totally adore nick carter :P
britney or christina; both~! i like brit fer her face n christina for her voice. dey're cool. :P
justin timberlake or nick carter; o0oh. nick!! do i hav to say more?
cd or tape; ha.. i guess it's cd la hor?
phone or computer; computer. msn rawks. =P
skittles or m & m`s; m & m's. o0oh. i like the red ones. :P
rich & unhappy or poor & happy; neither. i'd like to be rich n happy. :)
tootsie pops or blow pops; ha. tootsie pops sounds a lot cuter. :P
1 pillow or 2; two! as in the more de merrier. (:

favorites
color; arh. i like green (pastel, mint, wadeva). pink!! =) red. blue. OrangE! yellow. white. black. ha. most colours la. :) all colours make up chio images wad.
food; i miss my mama's cooking. ):
song; arH~! there's a lot a lot a lot. dun expect me to type 'em all out rite. :P
group; ha. like the above. there's a lot a lot a lot. seriously, i like whoever singer u pple liek lah.
solo singer; . o0oh. jay chou. step sun. :)
movie; erm!!! i haben been to the movies since....... :(
tv show; ha. i rarely watch tv. the only prog i watched is MTV (both chi n eng)
thing to do; bitching, swimming. sun-taning, screaming, slacking, singin, hugging, monopoly, acting, colouring, oh. it wrote thing. =X
thing to talk about; people. (esp those we *argh*)
clothes; aRr! i dun rrly like my clothes.. so i'll alwaes wearin my sis'. :P
band & // or artist; wu yue tian. arH! backstreet boys... arh!!! wadeva. =P
cars; ha. i dunoe. a ferrari sounds cool.
beverage; my rhumba frap. =P
alchy beverage; sumone explain wad's alchy to me.
subject; physical education. my fav n best sub.
teacher; ha. too bad. all t-chers teachin me rulez.
store in the mall; currently it's HMV. ha. :P
radio station; perrrrrfect 10. :)
flower; ha. rose? tt's the only flower i noe lahz.
book; 20 things dat matter. i carn find tt blardi bk anymore. =(
day of the week; SatUrdaY! (duh!)
animal; rabbits i tin. dogs are innocent. cats are chio. elefants will be cute. lions are too fierce. monkeys are against the law. *ayO!*
holiday; chinese new year. tt's when money comes in.
sport; i miss rubgy a lot. a lot. a lot.
fast food; macdonald's
color to wear; pink? wahaha. stupid cong dun say pink doesn't suit me lah. :P
number; 7, 9 , 19
actress; will fill it up when i tin of one.
actor; there's like a zillions of them. *gushes* all shuai shuai one.
mtv show; the top 20 charts?
place to eat; starbucks doh. =P the cakes deere are sooo chio n nice. :)
ice cream flavor; cookies n cream plz!
magazine; it's time for Lime.

questions
cheated on a test; yah. everyone has. =.-
cut your own hair; yah. who doesn't?
dyed your own hair; nah. dun rrly wan to ruin my hair.
been in a fight; ha. ask chang yi abt his injuries.
if so, how many times; ask chang yi to count.
skinny dipped; nah. no figure to do so. =P
skipped school; nah. gd ger here.
stayed home on a saturday; ha. used to. when the o's are cuming.
streaked; ar? dunoe.
toilet papered a house or car; ha. hell no. toilet papers are for a better use. =P
paintballed a house or car; nahz.
got toilet papered; lolz. hell no. dun. toilet papers are for the butt. :)
smoked weed; nahz. nt tt into drugs.
been so drunk you puked; nahz. drinking is cool. it's unsightly to puke.
been drunk; ha. nahz. =P but dirnkin is nice lah. =)
got in trouble with the police; almost? i dunoe. haha.
if so, for what; i carn remember.
played spin the bottle; no. dey dun play tis in s'pore do dey?
ran away from home; nahz. i luve my hse.
stolen something; haha. i tin so. :P i alwaes cope stationary frm pple wad. =P
broken a bone; no! i'm scared of pain.
cheated on a boyfriend // girlfriend; ha. provided tt i've a bf to start wif.
fell asleep in class; yah. esp during eng n maths.
gone to jail // juvenile; nahz.
been in the hospital; yah. to visit pple.
flashed someone; no lah. got no figure to flash.
kissed someone of the same sex; yes. on the cheeks. =)
gotten lost on vacation; nahz. i dun wanna cry overseas. =P

some other questions
do you have a car; nah. not even a toy car.
if so, what kind; ha.. a jaguar it's fine.
what kind do you want; a sport car n an environmentally free one.
do you think youll ever get your dream car; nah.
do you wish you were older // younger than you are; nope. i'm happy the way i'm now.
if so, what age & why; skip!
do you like to party; yeah.
how often do you go to parties; rarely. pple dun hold parties nowadays.
do you drink; yeah
do you smoke; no. =_-
do you cuss; hell no?
do you consider yourself attractive; ha. no. it seems liek no1's attracted tome. so there. =(
do you consider yourself a nice girl // boy; i doubt so leh. but i tin i'am one. lolx. but pple always tell me tt i'm not. sooo... i dunoe. *shrugs*
do you have a cd burner; no.
what did you do yesterday; went to huaykuan n watched their performance.
what did you do today; ha. toked to amanda. goin out later lahz.
what are you doin tomorrow; slacking outside. goin for a swim maybe.
what are you doin this weekend; reading harry potter? swimming? it depends. =P
what did you do last weekend; went huay kuan n watched the peepz performance
what are you gonna do when this is over; bathe n meet the guys in kembagan.
do you have a boyfriend // girlfriend; nahz. i'm single n available. lolx.
do you have a crush; nope.
do you wish you could live somewhere else; yah. anywhere except s'pore. =P
do you think about suicide; used to.
do others find you attractive; ask 'em. i dunoe. lolz. even if i'm.. i wouldn't admit.. i'm soooo shy. okie la.. i'm Attractive lah. =X ha. crap.
do you want more piercins; maybe one more ear hole.. but ma'll kill me soo.. =P
do yu want more tattoos; no?
do you do drugs; hell no.
do you like cleanin; haha. NoOo0oO!
do you like roller coasters; yeah. bring it on.
do you write in cursive or print; print. i got real horrid writin.
do you carry a donor card; yah. the NKF one. returnin it soon.


the last
thing you ate;. hor fun.
thing you drank; plain water.
song you heard; michelle branch - breathe
song that was stuck in your head; breathe - michelle branch.
song you downloaded; all of maksin's pieces.
cd you bought; ha. no MOney la. do u haf to remind me like tis?
cd you listened to; arrhh... i dun remember le. =X
show you watched; the star awards last nite.
thing you said; 'okie' to my dad.
person you saw; my sista
person who called you; amanda darlin'
person you called; arh arh. my dad or my ma la.
person you hugged; my brudder.
person to ride in your car; if only i had a car of my own.
person you were thinkin of; cong de. haha. he's going m'sia soon wad. still thinkin of....! he juz msg me. haha. =P
whos car you rode in; dad's.
movie you rented; arh.. carn rem. tt waz donkey yrs ago.

*yawns*
darn tired.
though i did nth todae...
went Huay kuan again....
ha.. thought i was late loh.. regretted playing the com..
den i was wrong la.. i went out at the right time.
ha.. saw chang yi at the platform.. so i dragged him to city hall.
den he left when my train to toa payoh reached.
he got to work later.. so jia you wor~! =)
den... reached there.. got nth to do lahz..
said hi to the guys. hugged a bit n there. =P
den went to the office to pay the next schooling term.
den watched the show, toyin wif wan jun's cam.
i noe i screwed up the whole damn camera. sheesh.
i'm sorry. *squats on the floor n pulls my ears*
den after the show.. stay behind n to c wad happen lo.
signed up for the dec thingy though.
i got a feeling tt the office pple lost my cheque. lolx.
anyway.. i felt rrly outcast lahz..ayo.
the pple are so close together...
den a bit fake to sum peepz oso.
tsk woMEN~! =P
den i left when they are clearin up..
rrly felt XTRA lah. =X
den saw jie when i was on the mrt.. but she was wif her fren...
n she din see me mahz...
when her fren left den she realised.. den she came over n sat wif me...
we went to get a curry puff each...
den i went home n ZZzzZzzz...
so there... my summary for todae. =)

mood: lost
music: josh groban - you raise me up
What sucks? lack of money, people i despise, crammin' for exams
What rules? slacking, people i love, money, beaches
What is red? lips.
What is soft? my eraser, my pillow, my bed,
What is light? feather
What is good? love. sun. life. music. me. (i'm good.) =P
What is bad? hatred.
What is cold? ice. snow. people. lame jokes.
What is wet? rain. water. tears. showers.
What is yellow? duckies. the ZA lip gloss.
What is hard? wood. muscles. nuts.
What is loud? the huay kuan peepz. (lolx)
What is nice? love for everyone. furry animals. nature. home.
What is cruel? life. people. facts u dun wish to accept.
What is quiet? toilets wth no1 in it. maths lessons (everyone's sleeping)
What is cool? slacking. doing wadeva u wan to do.
What is annoying? people like my brother. bitches. backstabbers. cruel pple. pple hu stick to u too much.
What is hot? abs. chilli. red.
What is lovely? infants. flowers. girly stuff.
What is long? roads. mum (she's long-winded)
What is short? me. short of height n short in height.
What is fat? blubber.
What is big? sentosa. (to me)
What is blue? boy-band. sky. sea. when i'm down. pretty color.
What is orange? my current fav color. oranges. the sun, strikin yet warm :)
What is bright? jewellery shops. shops tt sell lamps n lightin stuff.
What is dark? night. bad mood.
What is thin? people around me. boney.
What is small? hamsters. ear-sticks.
What is fun? slackin. screaming. monopoly. people. acting drama.
What is interesting? people. life.
What is boring? school stuff (bks, idiotic pple), muggin for tml's exam
What is stinky? nt having a bath for days, not brushin teeth, burping, farting.
What is good smelling? flowers. perfumes. scented candles n oil.
What is sad? deaths, farewells, loving someone that doesn't love me, friendships dat are gone
What is awesome? people around me, having ace in all my 8 subs in o lvls.
What is hairy? monkeys, chimps, xiao mao qiu (not xin!)
What is funny? when u r luffin so loud n long at smth tt is not funny.
What is pretty? flowers. chio bu(s), shuai ge(s), beaches, sunsets, sunrise, nature, animals
What is fast? jaguar, cars, good times
What is slow? bad times, snails
What is clean? soaps, shampoos
What is brown? mud, most dogs, eyes
What is dirty? my house, wad's inside people's minds
What is full? when nth can be put in further
What is happy? smiles. love n being loved. having lotsa money. having lotsa pple whom u noe u can trust ard u
What is empty? my wallet.
What is open? minds. doors. eyes.
What is closed? what people hang outside the shops when it's lunch time
What is private? secrets. rich (rich pple get to haf private housing). sumtin tt is nt meant to be said to anyone
What is selfish? people.
What is addictive? sweets. pool. swimming. drugs.
What is sweet? sugar. nice people.
What is sour? plums. jealousy.
What is salty? sweat. salt. sea water.
What is juicy? watermelons. fuji apples.
What is refreshing? cold water to quench thirst. rain. cold showers.
What is mean? cruel people. animal abusers. people hu tok w/o thinking
What is expensive? everything (now tt i'm bankrupted)
What is hate? devoid of love. cruelty. unerasable mistakes, regrets n misunderstanding.
What is care? warmth. love. understanding.
What is cheap? people hu stoop low.
What is exciting? having a new experience.
What is hungry? having nothin to eat for days.
What is shy? blushing. stammering. quicken heartbeats
What is love? happiness blended with sadness.
What is like? having a crush on anyone.
What is outgoing? people in huay guan. (lolx)
What is straight? ruler.
What is painful? injections. piercings. tatoos. falling down. bleeding. death. goodbyes.
What is goodbye? see ya later.

*grinz*
went back to Huay kuan todae.
to see the peepz' performance.
ha. dey're sho cute, ya noe? :)
i dragged fuei fong along.
can see that she felt left out.
aww. i'm like so sorry, gal. =(
ohya.. when i went into the room to find the gers.. dey were like screaming JIAMIN!
haha. den i act like scarecrow loh.. let them all hug..
(lazy to hug them one by one)
ha.. went to the office to hand them my bro's cheque for next yr classes.
i was like in dilemma when dat cher ask me where's MY cheque.
ha. i dunoe whether to go back there or nt.
d.i.l.e.m.m.a
the guys were like so knitted together. so cute n loud.
oh gosh. =)
went to da library wif fuei den......
read sum comics n left.. den pig out.
oh.. i saw 1 old tuition 'fren' (cuz she's nt rrly a fren lah)...
zhen zhen arh.. frm rjc now.. she was like staring at me.. vice versa..
den she told the guy next to her 'i tin i noe her' pointin like me..
ha.. she wasn't tt fat as my sis said she was lah.. ayo0! quite chio leh =X
when she alighted in orchard, she went to me n said: i noe u rite!
den i was like..' zhen zhen arh?'
'right!' she went den said bye when the doors closed.
ha. farni pple.
head home n chiong out for dinner.
after dat, went east coast for a rrly brief nite walk..
den i'm beck home. :)
oh yah.. i suffered like tummyaches thru-out the whole day.
friggin tummy of mine...... =.-

*yawns*
i'm so tired. =(
went to meet jing zhong at simei to return his harry potter bks.
damn. he carn lend me the latter portion of the series. =(
sheesh.
den cuz it's still earli.. both of us took the mrt to airport den back to expo.
n sat down on the bench to crap.
den xin hui came so she n me went down to meet samantha who's already there.
ha. xin knew i'll nt hav any breakfast b4 i met them so she brought me sushi(s).
damn nice of her. =D such a sweetie eh?
den met her n her mum n her sistas.
her mum left shortly...
xin hui bought a swimsuit. a black one wif pink corners.
ha.. so dey suggested tt we hav a swim todae at sam's hse..
so i walked all the way frm expo beck home n get goggles for xin hui n my fav billabong swimsuit. =)
n i walked back.. i took like 1 hr. haha. =P
den we waited for sam's dad to fetch us to her hse..
after combing, changin the barbie's clothing. tyin the barbie's hair, fashioning it..
we went to swim.
the water was freakin cold on a day lidat.
argh~!
xin hui was shivering at 1st. ahha. cute =)
i only reached to the extent where goosebumps cum out.
sam n i taught xin how da swim when sam's sistas play.
ha.. den someone cme to clean the swimming pool so we went to the baby pool n fool around.
we played water bags. ha. blardy hell.
i felt like i'm entertainin myself n the kids.
the kids basically.
ha.. dey're cute lah.
esp the youngest one.. boy. she was Loud!
ha. =)
i felt like a clown next to them. entertaining.
even sam say i wu liao.
=P
i'm one grown up kid.
den we swam last 5 short laps.. n i washed my Teva slipers.
fuck lo. i stepped on sum bubblegum wich sum soil n hairs sticked on it.
argh. =.-
anyway.. it's very clean now.
i'm so proud. =)
den drank sum hot milo n ate sum biscuits. yum yum
i tin i'm gonna get fat very soon.
skipping dinner.
partly cuz jian fei,
n bro din buy my dinner for me so.. *sigH*
haha. i haben bathe since my swim.
juz wore my slothes over the swim suit.
am still wet now.
so... may i be gone.... =)

ohya.. chang yi sent me a rrly nice mail todae....
it wrote: so sian y u nv sign in 1.hahaha (i copied every single word)
the only tin i always wanted to tell him n always told him was fuck you.
ha. dun ask me y. i dunoe.

*yawns*
i lack of sleep.
*looks in the mirror at my eyebags*
i dunoe how the hell i managed to wake up so earli everyday..
oh ya.. the everyday hunger spells.
am tired.
carn get back to sleep.
ha. re-readin on Enid Blyton's collection...
the naughtiest girl in school stuff.
ha. i'm addicted to it.
sheesh.. i'm goin back to the john little sales todae...
ain;t buyin anytin cuz i'm broke...
but if pple jio me go.. i might as well follow them.....
dun rrly wan to bore myself to death...
oh... botak them jio me to sentosa to swim.. but the thing is tt no1 will be there to accompany me.
sheesh.
i'm bored.
and hungry.

= not for guys =


*massages legs*
aHH! been at expo for hours...
spent like 90 bucks today...... (all of my savings)
sheesh.. cuz.. todae is the JOHN LITTLE sales!!! =)
met xin hui, her sis n amanda at expo.. den we rushed to hall 4....
oh gosh.. there's like lotsa stuffs!! n people (duh)
the 1st thing we rushed to was the bra section...
haha. gosh.. we bought a whole lorry of it...
dey are fuckin chio.. n cheap.
n B-r-a-n-d-e-d..........................................
haha. we spent hours chiong stuff n squeezin people.. haha. =)
in the end.. i bought like comestics.. n bra(s). ha. =X
i got the loreal's macasra, eyeshadow, nail polish, ZA's eyeshadows, Za's lipstick.
mum's gonna kil me if she know anytin abt it.. ha.
1 pair of flippable surf shorts n ya, bras.
whee.. den went Eastpoint with xin hui n her sis...
got a christmas present wich is a very beautifful candle holder (damn chio), 1 hairclip wich is cute n 1 new leather wallet (cheapo stuff).
well, fruitful day.. damn spendthrift loh...
shopaholic.. =)
damn.. if i got $.. i'll be goin there tml again to buy foundation, new bed sheets, quilt n bras.
wheee!!!
ohya.. we spent like an 1.5 hours q-ing up loh.. to make payment...
ayo... but i found maybelline products!!
dam cheap stuff there lah.. i carn stand it.......................
*argh* no money.

*rubs my leftie ear*
o0uch! it hurts.
i managed to get the ear-ring off. ha! finally.
after several attempts by myself n zhi yi.
damn shit. hu says piercin doesn't hurt.
the pain has been goin on days liaoz.
i tot of navel piercing.. haha. chio lah..
but i'm definately nt goin for it...
it's gonna hurt like fuck.

hMmm.. i was wonderin n complainin to cong where i shd go todae..
ain't stayin at home n rot.
i tin my job in the tea shop is a gd-bye.
sheesh. nbm.
but i nid $$. aHH! =P

so luckily xin hui called.
n ask me to go play pool.
wahha. tis is my 2nd time.
n i was late like 1/2 hr late. i'm like dam sorry.
got like so many excuses for her.. haha. but she chose nt to believe me.
(i'm forever late)
so.. the 1st person i saw was KeNnIe...
n i went like.. Kennie?!?!?!
den boon yong was beside him. haha.
i tot they were joinin us.
o0o0h den i saw xin hui,all in black, imelda n her fren..
ha.. den desmond, yunsheng n wei tai were like.. why u so late? ha. =P
sorry guys. =)
den we booked 2 tables n started playing.
i sux la. initially.
den i started to get pro-er n pro-er.. haha. den i won xin hui! whee!
den i lost the last match, des n i were competin'..
he doesn't wan to lose to a ger.
so i was like.. I WANT TO WIN YOU.
den fuck lahz.. my last black ball stopped at the corner of the hole.. den he hit it in... wa fuck loh.
i'm so screwed.. haha.
i tot i cud break his blardy record. =P
we played like 3 hrs.. it costs like 50 bucks (round off)
oh yah.. xin hui's sis came later..
i taught her a bit. haha/ but she kept giggling. cute hor. =P
wah... damn expensie leh.. beside i'm like so god-damn broke.
(i nid $ to shop at the robinson's fair in expo tml la)
den i paid xin hui 5 bucks only.. when i'm supposed to return her 7.
den we went strolling around the mall....
o0oh.. i saw lotsa barbie dolls...
DAMN CHIO leh.. esp the hollywood one.. wa.. i wan. =(
haha. nbm.. (dreaming le)
den den xin hui, me n her sis went window shopping..
wah kao! everytin's so nice loh.. i wantttt!
no money.. c? tt's y i say $ rules...
ha. =P
0o0h... den me n her sis were like in perfect harmony.. haha.
we rawk.. dun worry xin..
u rawked wif us. =P
bOO!
*runs to my piggybank to check how much $ i left*
ohya. the savings are actuali for my $100 billabong bag..
*siGH*

i'm fat.

*sips on my green apple yakult*
yum yum.
yakult is like sho0o0o0o nice compared to vitagen.
eeeeeee. i wonder how pple drink that thing.
i'm addicted to yakult.
it might help in losing some weight i suppose.
haha.

hMmM.. todae.. i'm supposed to meet amanda at city hall at 12..
so i went loh.. ha. met geng yan in the mrt.
i tin i'm his saviour todae sia....
i saved his time. =X
time is precious.
life is precious.
haha. do ya get wad i mean.? =P
arrh.. found amanda with the guys.. boon yong, kennie n zhen wen.
chang yi is supposed to cum but it rained so he decided to opt out.
come on la chang yi (if u're readin tis..) i buay tahan u leh. =.-
arrh.. so the guys went to read sum high class restaurant.. when we, the bankrupt ones went strollin in suntec... den saw my best fwen! cong de n joey.
wahaha.
joey dyed his hair brown... it's nt tt visible la.. but hope he's doin well. :) at least he doesn't looked like he's dying (hai shi yi tiao hao han!)
so we went arcade watchin geng yan play sum drivin stuff n went to orchard wif kennie n gang.
it was rainin darn heavy.. den i started to realise how smart is chang yi hu chose not to come along.
went dunoe-where la. i dun rrly noe orchard... it's bigg to me.
haha. the only place i noe is heeren.
yaya. i noe i sux.
den spent like hours in HMV, listenin to josh groban's 'u raise me up'
it's dam nice loh. =X
hMmM.. i dunoe la.. we went walkin all over...
den sit mrt beck home loh.. den saw jing zhong...
ha.. den reached home n sleep loh...
ZZzZzZzzzzzzZzz...
i might not haf any job le.. ='(
*sigh*

have been going out everyday after the exams...
haben been stayin at home for at least one whole day..
ha. i'm a bad girl.
*grinz*

*stretches legs*
my body aches.. i'm like 1/2 dead now.
kinda tired.
went sentosa wif jansie, chao yan,xin hui, yun sheng, botak(though he's nt botak le) and wei tai..
we took our lunch in the hawker..
den took the bus n paid for the entry fee..
n i tin i can start collecting sentosa entry tickets! :)
we went immediately to the palauwan beach via the monorail wich is darn slow...
we walked ard several times to find a nice spot.. den we played volleyball using a soccer ball.
damn it hurts like fuck...
den i spotted sum1 hu looks very like zan yan.. at 1st i tot my eyes were deceivin me..
until i saw eugene and chin hwa beside him..
oh man, he's my saviour..lolx.
he's carryin a volleyball by the way.. so we took his..
played n sweat like fuck cuz the sun is like so big up there...
den yun sheng n botak decided to go for a swim with eugene, chin hwa n zan yan
(dey brought xtra clothing wif them.. dam! dey din tell me. ass sia!)
den den wei tai was like darin me to go swim.. n i was tempted too la..
but i brought nth but the whitenin lotion for xin hui lohh..
i'm lucky to wear my top swimming piece la..
so i went to swim, dragged wei tai along.
den i found out tt wei tai doesn't noe how to swim...
i taught him a bit.. haha/ but he still doesn't noee..
we went up the beach to play a bit of volleybal until a guy approached n ask if they can compete wif us..
we pple rrly suxx at beach volleyball.. so we went swimmin again.
haha. den i pulled jansie down the sea knowin tt she brought xtra tee todae
(the gravest mistake she made todae is to tell me tt she brought an xtra tee)
i taught her how to siwm abit.. n she's like another wei tai..dunoe lohh.. so i grabbed her tt volleyball n pulled her to the yellow platform wich is in the middle of the boundary lahz..
den i kinda like jokin swam away leaving her all by herself on the plfform lohh..
den when i went beck.. she was holdin on to the volleyball n yun sheng helping her...
i went to help la.. den she lost a grip on the ball so she almost drowned loh.. den yun sheng was like darggin her up by the chin .. while i went to chase the ball.. i was creaming la.. for the guys n the ball...
by the time we almost reached the shore.. the real lifeguard came n reprimanded yun sheng loh.
poor him. i'm the one at fault. it was i who asked jansie to the platform..
it was i hu left her alone.. but i'm too scared to say anything la.
i kinda freaked out like yun sheng n jansie did.
well.. den the lifeguard made a big fuss outa it.. askin jansie to c doc as water might entered her lungs..
den they went to bathe while i juz waited for them n look after the tins.
den the liefguard came again askin jansie for her particulars.. de lifeguard wanted yunsheng's too. the paper wrote: rescue report.
i suppose the guard wanted to write a report on how he saved jansie loh.. *puke*
argh.. so botak called yun sheng nt to come beck n den we rushed off to meet him n went beck to mainland la...
i din bathe loh.. i juz wore my tee over.. was drenched la. so cold n wet. lolx.
den xin hui, yunsheng, wei tai n i went to world trade centre's arcade t play..
i din spent a cent. =X
i'm like broke le loh..
den we played several stuffs la.
we broke the record for a game... hee!
darn tired.
and i beck here!
whee! =)
wad a nice day... :)
result: rashes n sunburns

*phEw*
spent four hours making tis blog...
i'm like so god-damn proud of it..
buggin n beggin pple to take a look at it...
n nice of yong sheng to help in a bit...

i'm bored.. *yawns*
xin hui din called...
which means tt poor me hav to stay at home doing nothin the whole day...
say.. i dun mind goin to sentosa.. but with my gang. =P
ha. xin n i tio sunburn...
geez.
i gotta get her sum Nivea whitenin lotion b4 she loses out to samantha in the 'c-hu-is-fairer' competition...
man. if i ever play tis game wif the whole gang, i'll be the very 1st one to kana kicked out.

i'm bored...
maybe i shd like to read the bks i borrowed frm the library y'dae.
seriously, i borrow them for the sake of borrowing..
dun rrli intend to read them all.

oh man, mum's like naggin for the 2 whole days since i've pierced my ears y'dae.
she doesn't like it.. but it's like.. i dun care
ha.. bad of me.. but rrly la.. i'm so irritated by her naggings.
but i noe she meant well.

oh yah. damn crap.
dey say poking a hole thru ur ears doesn't hurt.
that's a lie!
it fuckin hurts (to me at least.)

oh man.. i nid a rhumba frap.