-sniff-
i'm pretty down when xin lost her hp.
it's all my fault.
my fault.
den i got into bad mood. =(
if we nv go orchard.. mabbi her fone wun get lost.
why th fuck did i want to go there.
shit me.

den mum lost her fone too.
mabbi i'm the next.
but hell no. i love my fone too much.
though i'm nt rrly dependent on it.. cuz bill is rather like fuck.

had SPE todae.
it was fine la.
at least we only ran 3 rounds.. the guys.. TWELVE.
faggot sim din run. he walked.
so there.. he's gettin fat.
dunoe y.. my hatred for him increase level.
lol.
so0o farni.
pon maths lecture todae.
with ah ma, kheng hong, jason n li wei.
man, we rock.
lol. the maths lecturere.. had her menopause todae.
she started screamin at the poor people hu actuali went for her lessons
when a guy right in fron of her ran outa the lecture.
stupid guy (to start with) but i carn blame him. lol
den.. she demanded tt attendance to be marked todae.
apparently.. li wei n i, the class reps, were nt there..
n pple were like smsing 'eh. i tin li wei wun sabo u'
lol. the people hu din mark their attendance wil kana 4 hrs of corrective work.
den... li wei had the class list wif him, so he marked ful attendance den after lec, kheng hong went to gave the cher.
lol. dumb.
gonna ask sum1 to teach me EVERytin.
ah ma mabbi. jason said he will but.... lol.
anyway, i got his adidas watch wif me.
i'm happi. =D for i like tt watch a lot. v shuai qi
yah... the cny n hari raya clerabtion was crap.
so there. beck to VA.

oh. i juz reread the previous entry i got.
lol. it sounds... stupid.
yeah. maybe it's stupid.

i juz remember what they said abt perspectives..
yah... abt 2 23-yr-olds guys view's on a gf.
and a 15-yr-old ger on a bf..

teck n jiajin is like ' it's hard to find a gf now.. u nid money, commitment, time....'
while chanel is heard 'i wanna get a bf so tt he can get me Qoo everyday after school!!'

bleahz. i juz contradictin myself.
forget it lahz..
besides there's no1 for me as a bf.
lol.

-slaps myself with a larger trout with full force-

-pouts-
i want a boyfriend.

-slaps myself with a large trout-

i ought to be off the com, doing my hwk now..
but den, i decided to stay on.
bro pissed me off.
so i shall hog the com even when i dun feel like using.
heh. he's 1 ()@&(*#&(*!&(#*&!&#*!&#(*!.
ahh! nvm him..

i wanted to go out together..
apparently, it's juz tt i've not much frenz..
so i'm stuck at home.
n with all the shops closed.
argh!
i juz wanna get my bag. -pouts-

and the rain doesn't wan to stop.
i wan to run........
run away and never look back.

cong is coming beck todae...
hmm.. i missed hangin out wif tt guy.
poor soul.

someone...
take me away.
take far away frm here.
i'll run with you.
we will run.

*brrrrrrr*
pon school todae cuz there's rrly nth goin on.
sum arses frm my class cheated me.
i tot only 2 was goin to sch..
it turn out to be 4. i'm goin to shoot the other 2 man.
haha. =P
it turns out tt my civic cher turned up to0.
bet she'd regret choosin me as the civics rep.
i mean she ought to.
i'm nt much more den a slacker.

no1 is online now.
i seriously feel tt they're chiongin their work.
aww. i carn stand work.
i carn stand seeing everyone ard me with their tutorials done.
i carn stand the way dey pia to finsih their work.

or maybe.. i carn stand myself.
i just a fuckin slacker hu nids to tin,
man.. i got the brains right?
everyone says so.
it just tt i dun work hard to get the 1st.
i dun like being the 1st.
cause when u're the 1st.. u'll always want to be the first

i'm nt a very capable person.
i lose my motivation easily.
n now.. there's nt much motivation.
-sigh-
i guess i'm missin out on sumtin.
jiamin! wake up la.

-sigh-
i shall go withdraw sum cash frm my acc n buy me a bag n .....
but den.. no1 pei me go out.
-sigh-
it suxs.
i'm a such a lonely person or no1 likes me to ard me.
yah.. mabbi i fucked to0 much.
serioudly i din toked too much during lessons.
the fact is i carn be bothered wif them. i mean the lessons
yah.. everyone's acting so smart n stuff.
okay okay.. they might be just plain smart. not acting. i'm the stupid one.
i got a replica of cs in class.
one is enuf
i tin cs is much intimidated by the cs 2.
so cs din rrly qns the chers much tis yr.
grrrrrr....
i feel rrly.................
rrly........... lonely now.

my ears are hrutin now.
the ear lobes.
mum says my body is gettin all heaty n stuff.
it's so irritatin to haf flakey ears. eeeeeeeW!
i'm startin to hate myself....
grrrr.

but still.. i love my current class.. n the peepz in it. aww. u guys rock my world.

o0o0oh. i rrly like tis entry a lot. it's frm jing. it means a lot.... (: enjoy!

TOY

i dunno y but every time i've decided to buy a toy,
i'll buy the one i've picked up 1st instead of choosing the toy wif the best condition (out of the many of the same kind..)
i dun like the idea of picking up a toy and then rejecting it..
placing it back on its shelf..
it's so hurtful..
can u imagine how sad it is if u're the one being rejected?
juz becuz u haf a speck on ur fur and den u're deprived of a home?
it's so unfair..
i hate to discriminate "things" (toys) becuz of the way they look..
no1 will choose to look bad if they have a choice..
it's alrdy so unfair that they dun haf the prettiest looks..
y shd we add on to the injustice by discriminating them?

let's all stop discriminating..
i noe it's difficult..
esp when it comes to real like examples.. *looks at yuzhe n xiya*
so i tot it'd b easier to start from toys..
dun pick them up and then place them back again..
even if there's some slight problem w them..
dun gif them false hope..
if evryone does dat..
it'll never b able to find a home..

*******************

i tink i'm a BIIIIIIIG bully..
saw dis very cute baby tigger when i was walking abt in J8..
it's soooo cuddly n i rly luv it..
i kept telling tigger i'll buy it but in the end, i didn't..
i feel like a reallie mean person
cuz i gave baby tigger a false impression that i'm gonna buy it.. but did not..
feel soooooo guilty.. gee..
i can imagine baby tigger's disappointment when i placed it back on the shelf..
i'm big fat liar.... hmph!

**i'll buy it after my trip to egypt..
den i'll treat it doubly well 2 make up for wat i've done to it..

sheesh. it's been a long tyme since i blogged. so i shall blog once more.
work is a drag. bleah. but for the sake of money.
it's fine lah.
besides now got julian pei me crap can la.
i'm starting to like everyone in the store.
dey r so friendly, nice and all. aww!
yah. all the cookies are making me fat
but i carn help it can i?
i got nth to do, except for serving the customers n stuffin myself wif food.
like hello? it's BENGAWAn solo cookies.
it's darn expensive loh. a box for 10.80 bucks.
so eat more. eat while u can.
aya.... i'm like so darn ROUND now.
i'm beginning to hate myself
-sbiff-
kay.. fast update on jc life.

me on monday: wore TKGS uniform. shocked the TKGS pple. chris wore her KC uniform.
boring lecture.. maths! on logarithms. like nt chim. :P chem on mole
concept.

me on tues: wore Mjr uniform. ahh.. got civics class. but interupted by sum assembly.
meet chun hui den bought a new watch wich is a replica of vanez n
chang yi. hmmm.... bought new clothes. lol.

me on wed: everyone starts to say i'm fat. esp mum n rbo. hu kept luffin at me.
bio lecture.. chris kana hit by the bio cher's flying disk n was made to
ans qns. ha. so suay. noe hu's edwin.. den sms chris during maths
lecture cuz i'm darn bored. zzzzzz...

me on thurs: got PE at 3 in the noon loh. u tell me good o nt?

haha. so there. my summary of week 2 of school. how nice?
see? summary marks will score! wheee.
muackz i miss u guys la. no time to tok leh.. after chinese new yr
k? lol.

ahh! 3 news to update!

1. Mjr Npcc is now officially a GOLD unit.

yah u heard me. GOLD unit. ms tay must be kissing everyone now.

2. i've grown FAT.

yah. very fat. my WHOLE family told me so. but i refuse to admit. -sniff-
my brother, my mum, dad, sis....
eww!!!!! i hate being fat. blame it on bengawan solo.
i'm a sucky moronic fat PIG.

3. Jackie will be gone by tomorrow.

-sniff- i rrly love tt ole lil flurry stuff roaming over sam's house everytime i go her hse.
-sigh- i'll miss him a lot a lot alot.....

now, it's time for sit-ups. bleahz! blame it on my round tummy.

-yawns-
orientation's over.
bleah..
good n bad.
good - gone are the fake faces. the sore throats. the loniless. 04S03 rulex!
bad - here comes boring lectures. no more fun. no more cheerin. no more leo.

blah! i toked too much in class.
SOMEONE stop me! >_<
even my CT remembers me. of all pple.
toked to her in the toilet wif her kid. lol.

oh boy oh boy. i found a tp fellow mate.
Rui yang's fren.. in 04S02. lolx.
he noes Li wei. as in Li wei in my class.. so... it's cool la.

bleah. it's fun la tpjc.
had daniel ong n jamie yeo cumin for our orientation. lol.
edris spoilt tt enthu part but den.. lol.
he's funny la. in a way.
he's in Leo.
soo0o i ought to support him to0.

ahh! dan ong owes me cherry choc loh.. it waz crap but.. (: nvm.
ahh got work later..
like nt sian...
so there....
ciao.

do u tin we even care?
dun care.
heck care.

clik clok. galloping.
tell me, tell me, who's the king?
-roar- Leo's the best
-roar- Leo beats the rest
-roar- Leo never rest
-roar roar roar roar-
ROAR!

chants: shut up. shut up.

chants: bo chap.bo chap.

aries! u're so fun.
u're so fun, u blow my mind.
aries ! aries !

A is for Aries.
we love aries..
BUT.... if u wanna be the best
join the aquila family.
Mis for Mono.
we love mono.
BUT.. if u wanna be the best
join the aquila family.
L is for Leo.
we love LEo.
BUT.. if u wanna be the best
join the aquila family

den the each diff OG will go:
AQUILA! THIS IS FOR YOU!
pui! (clap clap clap)
pui! (clap clap clap)
pui! pui! pui! pui! KaHHHHHHHH PUI!

L-o-s-e-r. Loser is hu u r.
S-t-u-p-i-d. Stupid is what u r.
loser loser (clap clap)
stupid stupid (clap clap)
loser stupid (clap clap)
stupid loser (clap clap)
di-ga-lang-ga biya biya
di-ga-lang-ga biya biya
sua. sua. sua. sua. SUA!

I wanna be a TPJ-sian.
i wanna wear the TP crest.
I wanna be a TPJ-sian.
cuz TPJC is the best.



holla! it's been a longggg time since i last blogged.
so tired ya noe? rushing to sh den to wrok den home.
everyday same routine. bleahz.
it's nt tt i nid money tt badly..
it's just the craze abt money. lol.

anyway..
i felt preety much bad todae.
yah. it's sad.
oritentation was fun today..
i got a new best guy fren. LOL.
Ming kai ar i tin.
he's frm myanmar.. i juz realised. =X
arr... actuali last time c him like no kick lidat. lol.
den.. he's my dancing partner todae.. arr..mass dancing ar.
den couple dance. :S
was dancing wif him.
he's nice abt it la.
firm grip. lol.
arrr.... it's cool in tpjc.. but it's nt tt good to be in LEo. lol.
cuz it's the worst grp of all la. to me. :S
the best is aquila.. they're so on de..
-envy envy-
arr... was very good la the whole tin.
until my clinque abandon me.
yah... nt exaggerating..
i got ABANDON! -sniff-
dunoe y la.
after the games.. tok to them dey dun care abt me.
so mean.. haiz.
but the rest of the clinwue din cum la.. so i tin i might survive tml..
or i can kao on the others.lol.
felicia is nice.
whee!
i'm stink wif soap n curry chilli smell.
lol.
gotta bathe. tata!

bleaH! todae was crap.
lol. i sat at the wrong house of my orientation grp.
so i cut in between lok ching n victoria.
lol. damn crap la.
saw ching wen. surprised.
shian yang's in tp too.
-shakes head-
lol. tired lahz.
my grp is leo 11.
it's bad cuz no shuai ge in it.
oh.. andy's in it.
yah yah.
kinda like my childhood memory guy.. in my grp!!!!
he doesn't recognise me. how cud he..?
haben started tokin to him. but will lah on monday. ;P
hmm... been a gd ger for 2 days le.
haben start on the f word. lol.
wad else? went beck to mjr la.
chill out wif the chers n the peepz.
den went home n slp like a log.

poor cong
-shakes head again-

i'm tired.
zzzzz
nite pple.
got to work tml.
hopefully everytin turns out well.
*wInkx-

i WURVE edison!
he WUrVEs me To0o0o....

aWwWWwwWwww

ahhh!
tired tired.
went Tm wif boon to shop for his parent's stuff
den home to pack stuff at home.
den back to TM wif jie to buy clothes
but i bought a billabong wallet...
i love it! -muackx-
and and.... jie n i shopped a lot.
wasting money.lol.
arr... happy school day tml peepz..
for the rest, rest n work hard! ;)
Love u all.
-Muackx-