wow.
i'm so amazed by my sleeping capacity sumtimes.
slpt like frm 4++ to 9.10pm.
sheesh...
i'm feeling like sluggish now.
i need sleep.

watchin the tv now.
saw sum maid laying on the floor.
after falling frm a flat juz becuz she wans to dry the clothes.
sheesh. freaky.
i bet it hurts.
i hate pain. =(

i'm gettin freaked for the results le.
i dun wanna take my results.
i'm happy the way i am now.
gong gong go sch den gong gong cum home.
sigh...
i only wan a sixteen.
boo boo boo.
i wan i wan.
=(

-sigh-
i nid a miracle.

was reading friendster just now..
chee voon. barry. fredy. etc.etc.
tot abt the past.
being so naive. so childish. so... (:

well, i'm so glad i've grown up.

sheesh.
i'm feeling like a dung now.
(as if i ever noe how it feels to be one. but..wadeva)

i feel like a toy.
a puppet.
forever controlled by people.

smiling.smiling.smiling.smiling.
i dun wanna smile.
i'm nt happy.
but why do i have to, like make pple happi when i'm not.
and pretend that i'm very happy.
yah. pretend.
tell me tt i'm a gd actress.

why bother finding me?
let me tell u why.
cuz jiamin has a lot of funtions.
and she work for people for free.
f.o.c.
how cool is that?

do i look like a councillor to u?
someone that u can turn to in times of help n diffculties.
or or. maybe. i'm juz another form of 'kazza'.
just ask any song frm me.
u name it.
i got it.
even if jiamin doesn't have it. she'll go all the way for you to get it.

but wait.
excuse me, sirs and madams.
Jiamin got feelings.
she thinks.
she eats.
she shits.
she likes the 'fuck' word.
she's human.
just like any fucking person is.

amanda thinks this way too.
(at least i tin so)
quoted frm her: aya.. no1 will sms me de la. unless they wan smth frm me.

someway, somehow.
everyone of us needs to appreciate the lil tins pple do for us.
reflect.
think.
observe.
respect.
appreciate.
add in the 'thank you'.

and.....finally, love one another.

god bless me for o levels.
i just wan to get eighteen points.
easily satisfied. ;)

okie.
i'm stuck in the school library now.
tpjc one.
eew. so damn tired can?
but i'm stuck here.
doing amanda's assigned singapore hwk.
so unfair.
-pouts-

ya. todae ain;t supposed to be tiring.
cuz i slpt earli last nite.
but damn.. i'm SO wrong.
so tired.
-yawns-
my eyes are like 1/4 opening right now.
sheesh.

what else?
hmm... gd luck to kheng hong la.
poor guy. tsk tsk.

now the librarian is telling the j2s
'do not use foolscape paper to print. de size is different.. lalala.'
i mean.. foolscape is cheaper den blank apper meh? =_-
lol. i dunoe. perhaps. (:

i'm so dead.
i feel like slping loh. =_-
haha.
the stupid librarian just used the microphone n ask everyone not to use foolscape paper to print.
like not lame loh.
zzz.
amanda is happily toking to chun hui on the fone while i'm here...
finding the stupid information for the lazy her.
so fuck right?

den now hor, she hor beside me leh..
lean on me like i'm the lamp-post.
den she's readin the words to chun one by one.
like not hintin me loh.
zzzz.
why am i doing thIS?
-argh-
i wanna slp.

she's tokin abt SNOOPY.
KAO!
(hint: AMANDA AH! u CANOT DO URSELF AH?)
zzzzzzz
k la. may i be gone.
-poof-
freaking over the o's.
let me get 18 points can le.
18 only loh.
like shit.
let me get lah. =X

zzz.
now i'm startin to think back on the sec 3 atc.
it's like always haunting me.
i actually missed it.

the rain.
the green container.
the so-stupid me.
the so-attitude adrian.
the so-nice hock chuan.
the so-stupidly-named grps.
mine's aries. (shd be)
and the used-to-be-so-nice sizhao.
the 'boss-u-suck' whispers.
the 'boss-where-is-adrian' teasings.
the 'chao ji ming xin lian' frm GMSS.
the 'wah..that-dhs-ger-so-chio' frm vs.
the rrly-carn-be-bothered-attitude frm mjr.
the 'i-tot-u-re-frm-dhs' gasps.
the carrying of bags containin our rations.
the long distances walks frm the jetty to the old campsite.
the singing-of-the-westlife-song (coast to coast) of my grp w.o adrian hu chickened out.


used to be? lol.
mabbi. mabbi not.
i've no chance to find out.
so why bother..?
i mean yah. okie la.
not tt she isn't nice.
is Jiamin that sucks.
boo!

-sigh-
i wanna live in the past.
and nv cum beck.
never.
-shakes head-
n.e.v.e.r

so fucking tired now can?
(yawns)
slpt at 7.. woke up at 10.
woah! (:
i'm a very happy ger todae.
but den i rrly nid more slp.
yah. panda eyes n pimples.
gotta get rid of them by slping.
i nid sleep. gd nite. (:

sheesh. sheesh.
i'm starting to like the word 'sheesh'.

road run is a bit disappointing.
i failed my aim for being top 200 persons.
but i din stop.
i got in as 205.
i hate myself.
oh saw tt david running in. he looks like a retard when running.
lol.
den saw fuei, jan and botak. so cool. =)

wad else?
kheng hong says i seemed to be unhapi when i ran in.
how am i supposed to noe.
boo.
hmm.. i smsed the wrong person this morning.
instead of christie, i got hock chuan.
he was like 'i tin u msg the wrong guy'
and after the run.
I actually SAW him.
in marine parade la.
den i was like 'hocK??'
den i tapped him on his arm loh.
den he turned back.. den doesn't seem to recognise me.
but he juz waved so i waved beck.
den i turn beck to c him again, realisein he oso turn beck.

den sms him to double check whether i got the correct guy o nt
ya. it was him.
he sid i seemed to slim down le.
(wtf he's tryin to imply?.. jiamin used to be v fat iddit?)

den den....
went to yoshinoya to havlunch.
apparently. i ordered the wrong dish can?
they gave me a plate of chicken n veg.
i was like FUCK. no wonder it's CHICKEN ONLY.
(lol. i tin i'm a retard)

den k loh. i hated myself again.
and went to.... kallang for db.
was surprisin to see jason.
tot he pon again. i mean as usual.
den den... apparently applied too much sunblock on the face.
tt guy was like asking me why my face so white. =_-
sheesh.
den dragonboat is cool todae la.
i was like going 'woah! woaH! woah!' all the time.
cuz me n chris almost capsized.
lol.
damn retarded i noe.
but den it's me. dun expect much.

den todae den more pple noe my name.
i'm like the 'wu ming shi' in db.
eew.
and willy/willie/willi/willeeeeee was like jiamin jiamin?
and i was tryin hard to learn how to splash water at pple.
(k. i'm a retard)
den was like splashing on to him.
he was like'why u wann play with me arh'
of cuz not la. his splashin technique's so qiang.
i dun wanna capsize. rrly.fuck off to us.
fuck! fuck! fuck! yay! i love the fucking word.

den v crap la the whole tin.
actuali the instructor quite nice la.
(cuz he nv scold me yet) lol.
den paid up for the jersey.
i tin it'll sux.
but wad e hell.
there goes my 20 bucks.


hmmm... den went leisure park in pursue of hui xian n shui hui's future.
spent like 1 n 1/2 hr. doing nth.
stoning...

den they finally came.
i oso dunoe how many times i visited the toilet.
den zzzz.
sat the bus (it came at a nice timing)
den chris din sit with me.
so james did.
din noe tt a guy actualli will sit with me. lol.
ahh.. den they go le.. all took bus.
ecept me n james.
(sheesh. i forgot his chi name. am supposed to call himbyhis chi name de)
yah.. he lives in pasir ris. so we sat the same train loh.
den crap all the way though we got rrly nth to say.
his chi sux.
my eng sux.
how cool.
den he was like speaking in chi. haha. so hard on him.
den i tin the beckgrd pic on his hp is the ger he likes.
quite chio eh? lol.
tsk. dunoe la.

i blardy nid fucking slp now.
sooo... shhh!
zzzzz.
(:

-sheesh-

[10:50:28 PM] .: JiA :. : heyx
[10:50:41 PM] weiliang z: yup
[10:50:44 PM] weiliang z: i saw you too

lol. i tot he din recognize me.
was like staring.
den i tin he was oso looking.
den.. i waved like a zillion times.
he din waved beck.
(i must hav looked like a Toot)

hmm...
on todae arh..
nth much la.
heard more stuff on tt guy whu passed away.
they went to his funeral todae.
sigh.
his classmates cried.

wad else?
it sucks todae.
as in i'm very shagged.
VERY.
was like hoping tt sch end when it juz started
boo lo.

tml is the road run.
den dragonboat after that.
i rrly tin tt they wanna get me killed u noe?

wad else?
o's resuls cuming soon.
but i dun tin i wanna die tt earli.
god bless me.
argh.
and the rest of the lovely peeps out there.

oh, toking abt lovely.
watched tis edison chen movie juz now.
-xiang fei' (wish to fly)
daniel wu looks like edison chen u noe.
n they're damn cool.
woot!

i go slp le la.
ciao.

love me...

not.

sheesh.
hock is like so fierce nowadays.
everyone's having pms.

sheesh.
dun feel like anyting except crapping online n bloggin.
life sucks.
studyin suck.
only slackin rule. (duh)

li yan sprained her ankle todae.
people actuali tin tt we're over-reacting.
u noe wad?
fuck you (the same tin) lol.
but it hurts me the way her ankle hurts her.
it's so fucking swollen
and u pple dun even care abt her.
so fucked up leh u guys.
i hate pain.
thus i hate pple sufferin in pain.
and she wun even dare to speak up.
-sigh-
i feel so bad for her.
sad.
but i shouldn't.

so..... jiamin! dun tin so much.
wad else?
nth much to write in todae.
dragonboating is killin me.
it is.
eew.

i tin i shall juz fuck off.
nite

.: JiA :. : dun leave me k?
.: JiA :. : dun wan
.: JiA :. : =(
.: JiA :. : dun wan u to leave me
how wonderfu: yayaa
how wonderfu: u got mine everytin
how wonderfu: eh..
how wonderfu: dun ever leave mi ar
.: JiA :. : if u promise not to leave me
how wonderfu: i won
.: JiA :. : den i wun too.

so.. cong. i shall hold u responsible for these.
seriously he's my main support.
for these 2 years.
if u haben realise.
yesh. u are.

at least u're one that is worth livin for to me.
thanks for all the beliefs u had in me.
for understanding the fucked up me.
and for all the care n love i need.
i noe i've been a big fuck all these years.
but still... thanks a lot.

i juz tot i nid to write this out for you to noe.
life's fragile.
i dun wan to leave u w.o knowing tt
if there's one person hu will ever love you as much as u love urself.
that will be ur bestestestest bud here. me.

dun ever leave me.. without ever saying goodbye.
frienship till the end.
-nods head-
i love you too buddy. =)

11:56:00 PM

what's life?
agony?
happiness?
fiery?

u noe wad?
fuck you.

it comes to me that people doesn't value their life.
it's sad.
why give away life when some are actualli deprived of it?
babies borned stillborn.
people fighting for food to survive.
and stuff lidat.

i juz hurt me when someone kills himself or herself.
they are so selfish.
have they ever tot of how their loved ones will be feeling?
how the people around them can survive w.o them.

why.why.why.why.why.

life isn't that hard.
u got ur frens
u got ur parents.
u got everyting u ever wanted.
all u nid to do is to live.

he is just like you n me.
young.
carefree.
has a bright future ahead of him..
but now he's gone.........

live on guys.
u dunoe wad will happen to u in the future.
may it be tragic or successs in everyting.
but do realise tt there's always at least one person hu loves u.
for hu u are n what u are.
for u r hu u are.
live on.
be glad.

i love u pple.
God bless him.
-i'm so depressed. thogh i dun rrly noe hu's he is. but........ i'm damn down.
so fucked. argh.

dun die. =(

oh yah.
i jus like to add on smth

stop fucking u piss ant!
lol.
thanks to the Good Will Hunting movie.
it rawks.

sheesh.
damn blardy tired.
after so many runs to the toilet.
stupid fuckin' tummyache.

i'm beginin to love the fuck word again.
(thanks to the GP movie: good will hunting)
the movie is rrly cool.
i love matt damon n ben affleck.
woot they r soo shuai.
*yummy*

den watched 'liang shan po n zhu ying tai cartoon moovie oso
so cool. the cartoon characters are so chio n the story is nice.
delicious! ;)
oh man...

sch is a bit boring todae la.
but it's fun munching choc bear chips in the audi durin chem.
bio test is fuck.
lol.
she gave us the worksheet we got as test.
whee.. nora rawks.
she v nice leh.. dunoe why pple hate her.
mdm twu rawks even more.
she's like so nice to me (as usual)
den i gave her the present ah ma wrapped.
shamelessly saying tt it's frm me n ah ma.
lol.
actuali is ah ma wrap herself one.
-oops-
lol.

den she so happi
den i treat her the choc bear chips oso.
munchie u noe?

den todae's oso jie's birthday.
i went all ard tm thinkin abt wad to buy fer her k?
den... finalli setled down with a necklace with a cross.
man.. to me, it's ex.
but den she promise me b'dae prezzie tis year..
so bo bian la. =X

met di todae too.
yah. got the vs pe tee frm him.
it's bigggggg.
as in the sleeves touched my lower arm.
man. lol.
i love it though.
thanks yah di?

went to see n play badminton tdae oso.
after shopping with ah ma, jen n wei yi.
den met di..
hafta broke the peace we got.
lol.
i carn help when i hav tummyaches!
i hate it.
goosebumps all out.
-hurmpf-

den i saw my 'dear' senior todae oso.
he waved at me.
-winks-

hmm.. everyone says the CHIJ uniform is too short for me.
i oso tin so.
i carn find a good place to put the belt.
so irritatin.
will wear mjr tml.
so long nv wear le.
lol.
=Xbut they say i got the chij face kk?

aya.. got lota pimples.
suxy day with tummyaches.
and nice lil' surprises n prezzie.
yay! =D

i'm a happy ger.

okie okie.
i shall type.
sam says tt it's v (*!@^*&!^&* when she clicked on my web add n i din blog
so tis is specially dedicated to her.
whee.

i'm meetin my di after sch n after a few rounds of badminton tml.
yay. i'm a very happy ger todae.

[10:02:04 PM] à»Ñ»Ñ§¦£+»¦ : the greatest thing in the world is to love
n be loved in return
[10:19:38 PM] .: JiA :. : yah
[10:19:40 PM] .: JiA :. : do u love me?
[10:19:41 PM] .: JiA :. : lol
[10:19:42 PM] .: JiA :. : =_-
[10:19:55 PM] à»Ñ»Ñ§¦£+»¦ : ya ya
[10:19:55 PM] à»Ñ»Ñ§¦£+»¦ : alot
[10:20:03 PM] .: JiA :. : yay


[10:22:52 PM] .: JiA :. : do u love me?
[10:23:10 PM] X ²³ J ä ¥ ²: ask ur heart ;p
[10:23:15 PM] .: JiA :. : eeeeeeeee
[10:23:19 PM] .: JiA :. : lousy ans
[10:23:20 PM] X ²³ J ä ¥ ²: hahahaha

sheesh. tml i'll ask ah ma whether she loves me o nt
i'm givin her her v'dae prezzies.
whee.

tm got bio test arh.
i'm damn pissed with bro todae tt i cried.
over nth big la.
overa packet of char siew rice.
but if i dun cry, i will hav to buy it myself.
i tin i'm v clever. whee
lol.

i wanna cry again.
i miss crying.
i hate growing up.
drma class is shit.
rrly.
i dun like.
dunoe why,
though i got prezzies frm pple.
but i felt a bit outcasted.
lol.
or at least i tin soo.. soo..
yah.. tml got bio test la.
wish me luck
i juz read thru.
nv study.
i'm excited.
muackies pple.
i love u all.

woot!

i'm a happy ger todae
watching 'ultimate bra' now.
louis khoo is rrly hot.
woohoo! ;)

happy becuz of everyting tt is happening todae
i got a pink rose from xin hui oso.
wheeee......
crapped with chun at the cake shop..
den went xin'h hse to put on all her clothes.
whee. so cool! =/
den went orchard loh
saw shui hui n lok ching n the tpjc pple.
eeew. shu hui is cute lah. =D de rest.. i haf no comments.
lol.
den... ate le den goo airport.
freakinc cold there.
ate lotsa stuff.
ice cream, cookies, chips there.
whee. very qiang hor?
owe ah ma 12 bucks now oso.

sheesh.
i juz returned my granny 100 bucks
n made my own ATm card todae. whee. =/
wad elsE?
i'm tired.
and tt 'dear' senior of mine is cute..
yummy.
okie. i shall go to bed now.
zzz
nite pple
watch moulin rouge tml though.
-winks-
;)

-leaving the bad tots aside-

okie, todae's nt a bad day afterall.
got stuffs frm dragonboat pple n classmates.
the guys suck la.
dun ask me why.
they do.
every single one of them sucks like fucking shit.
(i'm blardy pissed)

k. most of them are food. so i shared it with my peepz.
and and.... cong de and jay lied to me today.
cong de abandoned me,
jay dun buy the tee for me.
how cool is that.
(fuck)

went queensway with bro n sis.
den suntec.
watched gareth gates performin there la.
he's late for like 50 mins le lo.
den he hates me too.
he nv wave to me.
he refuses to givmme his signed poster
he refuses to givmme his sweat towel n kiss.
he dun wanna even sing with me.
boo-hoo.

went home v unhappily with my bro sulking.
he cried juz becuz he wans the bball u noe?
immature little oaf.
dad n ie chase me off. or else i'll be there till he's gone.

den it's been long since yaoqi called me jie jie.
soo..

[09:53:32 PM] .: JiA :. : eh eh...
[09:53:37 PM] .: JiA :. : so long nv call me jie jie liaoz
[09:53:39 PM] .: JiA :. : quick hor
[09:53:47 PM] .: JiA :. : be filial
[09:53:48 PM] .: JiA :. : =/
[09:55:59 PM] yAoqI: wah lau..
[09:56:02 PM] yAoqI: jie jie..
[09:56:13 PM] .: JiA :. : guai!

and he says:
[09:48:13 PM] yAoqI: chey~
[09:48:14 PM] yAoqI: haha
[09:48:23 PM] yAoqI: VS pe tee also happy..

i mean WTF!?!?!

he's such a gd didi hor?
-doinks-
den now the gang hav to pissed me.
ahhhh............................
i'm exploding.
i nid to sing.

-sniff-
i'm feelin v moody thesedays.
highly-irritatable/pissed. wadeva.
throwin fucking tantrums at innocent pple.

but seriously, i'm nt happy.
unhappy.unhappy.unhappy.
very.very.very

i rrly feel like crying.
i feel as if i'm the only normal one out here
u pple are like so dumb.
so stupid.
yah, u maybe good at maths, chem, physics, bio
and when it cums to reality, u pple suck.
u carn tin.
u carn.

i rrly feel like tearing the mask on my face
n show u the real me.
the jiamin u tot u know isn't me.
i wanna cry.

leave me alone.
i need a break.

someone comfort me.

ahh.
let me type sumtin la.
i refuse to go n mug. but i'll do a bit of chem later.

stupid sanjay, i want the tee.
lolx. k la. u're nt the stupid one. i am.
should i go get the billabong bag.
it's chio n ex. lol.
but i tin i can worth it with the pay i received.
yah.. wad else?

i'm glad tt the gers appreciated me for me.
esp ah ma n jenni.
i'm like 4eva screamin at ah ma.
snapping at her n stuff. insulting her.argh.
i do feel guilty yet sorry for her.
i'm growing up.
she doesn't deserve tis.
no1 does.

wad else? i feel like a loanshark now.
i wanna go jay's hse n get his PE tee if he din buy one sia. =X
okie. i juz realised hu's the david vs guy the vanez gang is goin crazy over.
i juz realised when i stood beside him tis mornin assembly.
i din noe tt david was him till i looked down n there was his VS badge.
yah.
how cum my class dun haf a single VS guy?
tt's so shit. -pouts-

oh. i got a rrly cheapo prezzie for ah ma.
but i rrly hopes she likes it.
if not, i'll be damn sad.
i shd go get a prezzie for jenni n wei yi too i guess.
if i feel rich.
if not, den too bad la.
i'm so god-damn broke.
i still wan my bag.
argh.

i so scared tt it's sold out.
No0o0o0o0o0o! maybe gettin it tml.
so excited u noe? (yay!)

last day of leadership cuz.
tt -donks- din go. he went for cca.
well, it's fun todae. as in VERY fun.
though i stuff lotsa mentos down my tummy n realised tt i'm a v bad leader.
but ailing is cool.
lol.
well, i tin tt's all la.

anyway, david is pretty cute. -grinx-

[07:00:51 PM] * LuKe SkYwA: woooo... jia min has a crush
[07:00:52 PM] * LuKe SkYwA: hu ah?
[07:02:04 PM] .: JiA :. s: NO lAh
[07:02:06 PM] .: JiA :. s: rubbish
[07:02:18 PM] * LuKe SkYwA: sure wan
[07:02:26 PM] * LuKe SkYwA: u human anot
[07:02:30 PM] * LuKe SkYwA: its human nature
[07:02:34 PM] * LuKe SkYwA: no need hai xiu
[07:02:53 PM] .: JiA :. s: no lah
[07:02:54 PM] .: JiA :. s: dun haf
[07:02:54 PM] .: JiA :. s: =D
[07:03:03 PM] * LuKe SkYwA: .....
[07:03:08 PM] .: JiA :. s: not now at least

yah.
where's my effing crush?
i can't. seem to find one now.
so lame.
so dumb.
but yah.........
i need a crush sumtimes.
who wanna be my crush?
-pooh-
sumtimes......... it juz takes forever to find one.

argh. so frustrating

i'm typing too much todae. lol.
k.. tis is the last one.
i mean it.
i juz dun wanna leave the com n do work.
yah.. i sux.
so does u.
Boo! =P

boo. is my jie's tkgs uniform short for me?
i dun tin so seriously.
but mdm twu told me b4. lol.
she rawks man. =)
i rrly like her. =D LOTS! =D
den again..
yah.. after bball,
chris' junior was like wantin to tell chris smth
den a boy was like no no no.
den she told both chris n me that tt boy was like looking at me the whole time.
=_-
say my uniform/skirt v short ah...
i go home find mirror check oso tin it's long loh! hell sia
then she was like, tt guy was going 'wahh wahh!' the whole time.
(*&*!^#!*&^#!%&#%^!&%#!&%#^!&
damn crap.
sec 2 only noe?
got gf liao u noe?
this is what i call ------------------ pervert!!!!!!!!

-luffs insanely-
and u noe chiaw tzee has a christian name for me?
he says it's 'muaha'

Muaha Lin Jiamin.
hell.
muahahahhaah.

oh.maths test is now on monday.
next monday.
hurray or what?
i'm god-damn pleased.
lol.
chris's fren calls me the TKGS ger. =X
and she said tt i have the TKGS face.
yay!
anyting but manjusri! =D

oh. juz cum home frm the SAC vs MJR bball match
held in AHS.
i smsed tt stupid yaoqi in there (k fine. i'm the stupid one)
n he din reply. ass rite? but den again it's nt his responsibility to reply me.
so there. =D
hmm.. mjr won of cuz. (with my support n stuff. erm erm.)
lol.
43 - 27 i tin.
aya. win is win la.
i mean hu cares as long as we win?
tt sac ger cried.
yah. they fought beck. but mjr rulex =D
i mean.. tt's the only time i support mjr. competitions.
i hate to lose. =D
yah.. call me big-ego.
do u tin i giv a damn? lol.

den played bball with the juniors.
they're sooooooo cute. lol.
farni pple la. sec 2 only got stead liao. =_-
but at least they dun sux at bball as much as i do.
okie.. at least i goaled once. (damn proud)
but that was when the guys let me through.
i was like 'eh! dun lidat la. at least goal for once.'
den the guys were like 'eh! dun snatch the ball la. let her throw for once.'
but den i anyhow thros oso in. so pleased!
everyone clapped for me kk?
happy! =D

and i saw tt junior who i used to tin tt is quite shuai (nt very but still mjr wad. wad u expect?)
yea. he clapped for me too. cool? lol.
den i nv goal le.
juz run here n there.
watch a few briefs popping out frm the guys' shorts.
and heard the gers' screamin to the guys for their briefs.
the gers: 'wa lau! ur underwear not even boxers dun nid to show off la'
the guy: 'kao bei la. my shorts v loose wad'

den all the way it was like that loh
den the sitting ones were calling the guy playing 'jiao lan! jiao laN!'
den the guy playing ' wad's the opposite?'
den they all shout 'LAN JIAO!'
dots loh.
but i find them cute lah.
=D

den the juniors dun believe tt i'm frm mjr.
(wich is partly GOOD)
lol. they dun believe loh.
den i told them tt i saw tt 'shuai' junior b4 as he's a monitor.
den tt guy say he nv c b4 me.
ha. am i rrly tt not famous or did i changed a lot?
boo la.
my class pple went badminton todae.
din follow them cuz i intended to go home at the v 1st place.
den chris wanna go.. so... okie loh.

gabby called me. lol.
he's damn crap.
the pple pon bio lecture todae la.
den got bio quiz so tt lecturer was so pissed tt he went to find them.
lol. in the end, they oso end up playing badminton in tam. lol.

i'm so bloated now. my tummy. =(
argh. shan't type abt it in my blog.
too embarrassed.
well..... i sux at bball.

---------------> someone shoot me.

yay!-grinx-
congdedunhafadateonv'dae
sodoi.
wonderful.
idinloseouttohim.lol.
soglad.orelsehegotliaosuresuanme
soiwasliketellinghimtti'llgoschoolnextweeknseducetheguys.
lol.damcrapla.
nogoodguystoseduceto.
andthetinishowtoseducepple?
oooh.isuxatbeingagirl.
talkingabtschool.ahh.gottestsnextweek.
ihopeidunfailmathsthough.
ithinkicovereditalljuznow.
ijustreadthrough.ihopeicanmakeit.
lalallalalalalala.

duh duh duh!
i'm nt having a crush.
stop buggin me. =X
lol.
so sian.

tons of tests next week.
i'm dying.
ahben been understanding every single tin taught.
so i shd skip hk todae n stay at home to mug.
-grinx-
v'dae is cuming.
so long so bad.
no1 date me out.
but den. it's okie, i'm goin out withmy ger gang.
singles rule.
freedom rulez!

boo.
it's so bad.
i got nth to type in here.
so there. =D

boo!
went to watch stuck on you with the guys.
ah ma feel aslp sia.
it shows how nice the movie is.
nt rrly tt nice la.
but the guys are soo into it.
=X
they were like luffin n luffin n luffing.

ohhhhh... i'm happi. (:
-winks-
durin the break.
went for the chicken chop.
toked to him.
ahh! still so cute leh.
n he carn recognise me. doh!
den we toked while waitin for the food as the guys stood behind us.
talked a bit too much ar.. he's taking phy n chem.
boo.. he's interested in ..... LOL. =X
tok until the aunite call me 'xiao mei! xiao mei!' to return me the change. apparentl;y i din realised until the food came. =X
den took the utensils for him..
the guys asked if he's my bf. lol.
actuali.. i dun mind arh! =X
shhhhhhhh!!!!!

i'm so dead.
(oh man. he's sooo cute )

dun bullshit la jiamin.
u're nt having a crush on anyone. (:

bleah! i'm bored n lazy to update. :P
i'm so into the britney's 'toxic' song.
it's soo.. lol. =P
i'm tired. but i carn get beck to slp.
there's hk later. shesh. i dun feel like going.
how cum i volunteered to join huh?
i'm such a moron. argh.
hopefully, the bbq wif my cg pple will be good
we did a lot in this.
oh god.. and let me get my super glue.
heal my ears n pimples.
trim away all my fats.
get rid of my specs.
let me get grades good enuf for o lvls to stay in tpjc n the course i'm taking.
i'll be soo blessed.
i hope so.
-prays-