Now that he's back in the atmosphere
with drops of Jupiter in his hair, hey, hey
he acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from his stay on the moon
he listens like spring and he talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there ?

Now that he's back from that soul vacation
Tracing his way through the constellation, hey, hey
he checks out Mozart while he does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey
Now that he's back in the atmosphere
i'm afraid that he might think of me as plain ol' Jane

Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way

And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on

And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong


And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

this is getting so depressing.

fucking hell.
fucking shit.
fucking me.

i am so not talking to those who lied to me.
and i'm not wrong.
today sucks a big time.
spent 2 hours queueing up for nothing.
urgh.
and i have yet get my SIM card cause my self-centred dad wun wan to waste his time for me.

.BLOODY.

i am so not happy.

this is gettin sooooo ever irritating.

ah well.i blogged that day. but blogger deleted that for me.so there. =_-
thesedays ain't much of the good days.
it's full of the suay suay days.
and mind you, it's horrendous, unthinkable, and feeling very depressed.
i dun even know what's going to happen so i can't even defend myself from what's going to happen.
and when it happens, i'll get all depressed and down. irritating, i tell you.
(actually i also dunoe what i typing, but then i think i need to destress.)

and yes, to the prolonged-sickly-red-volcanoes on my cheeks.
will you just fuck off?
it's gettin on my nerves when i come to reality
and i'm going to be some pikachu sooner or later.
and i won't. what else do you all want?
i won't let you fucking invade my cheeks anymore (after those 5 have popped out. so i'm still waiting)
i won't look like a pikachu, for goodness' sake!!!

and what else?
oh yah.
i lost my whole bag on thurs and found it on friday.
it's fucking idiotic, that theif. =_-
i left my bag in the sea sports club room and he have the guts to enter the fucking room?
freak. =_-
anyway, only my wallet and hp is lost.
stupid asshole, who steals near weekends.
i already spent most of my money liao.
i hope you burn, burn, burn, burn, burn and BURN in HELL.
it's the 7th lunar month and u actually commit a sin.bloody.
i hope you enter the 18th story in hell next time and get your hands chopped off everyday, 24/7.
HEH.
i spent 27 bucks just on my ez-link.
bloody.so screwed up kay.
and now i have to pay myself a new fone.
no1 is going to sponser me.
bloody ass.
why me? why me?

and then, i fucking hate that moronic boneless NUA NUA.
asshole.
he tot i'll contaminate his bag with my pe tee.
okay. this is what has happened: he was sittin diagonally in front of me during lecture.
and i need my pe tee to be dried for line dancing later . so i hung my tee on the empty chair in front of me (beside his bag on the next empty seat) then he looked at me, stunned. then he grabbed his files and stuff it in his bag. den put his bag on the floor.

hell.
i dunoe why.
i'm getting to be more urgh, when i see him.
hell.

then we lost the soccer match.
it was a good game though. (:
even aik meng said:
dun just sta: not bad la..
dun just sta: even chengwei say you not bad leh.
haha. (:

what else?
hmmmm... i got so much to say.
oh yeah.
i think i'm still a lil' girl, to my family.
everytime when i'm upset or anything, i wun cry. (not even in front of my best friends)
but when i hear anyone of my family member's voice, i'll start crying.
haha.it always happens.
the time i sprained my ankle during the 1st 3 months, the time when i lost my bag.
i only started crying when i saw/heard my family.
haha.
and jen jen and gang always say: i'm a papa-girl.haha. :D


what else?
i'm going off after this to the library and POSB bank.
ha. =_-
i wanna mug.
i still dunoe how to do the t test or the chi-squared test.
help! =(

oh. oh.
i think i'm cutting down on my net usage.
so u wun see me that often online anymore.
and i wun blog so much anymore either.

i am a new person, don't you get it?
damn. haha.

oh yah,i must thank amanda and my 1 week gang. =D
they loving bought me a new pretty billabong wallet after they noe that i lost mine.
ain't they sweet?
and happy belated burfday to chun hui! :D
i stuffed our groupie foto in the wallet.
i'm going to show off to amanda on monday.

and and... i hope amanda is happy.
i noe such a low EQ person like me, is a lousy friend.
i can't react or console anyone.i can only be by your side and support me.
nothing else.
i suck at consoling.
cause when i'm sad, i hate people rubbing the fact in by consoling.
i rather be left alone.
so i tend to leave people alone.instead of.. you know.
*sigh*
i really dunoe what to do.

i think i'm a rather self-centred person.
shit.

anyway, i shall be gone.
bye bye blogspot.com.
bye bye pimples.
bye bye online mates.

i can see you,
your brown skin shinning in the sun.
you got your hair pulled back,
u got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, baby
and I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
after the boys of summer have gone. (:


okay. i'm so friggin tired.
i can sleeep right now.
but then again, i won't.
for the benefit of my parents,
i shall leave after this post.
i dun wanna think so much. haha.
life sucks. :P
school sucks.
people suck.
muggin sucks even more.
and i'm the suckest of all.
yay.

ahhh. just got to now more of nua nua's love life.
haha. so funnny.
poor him. haha.
no1 likes him. poor guy. tsk tsk tsk.
even i am getting sian of him. aiyo. haha.

nua nua's crazy adventure is ending.
very very very soon. haha.
*i can hear the horray coming from my gang members. esp denise. haha*

aya, today is today.
nothing much also.
played badminton with christie. haha.
young didn't come for pw lah.
slacked. went library with jen to read some SEX magazines.
hahahaha. it was sooo hilarious.
it's like teaching you how to.. erm..hmm..mm. haha.

was very tired in school. esp mdm twu's period.
wasn't on purpose. geez. :P
and they nv jio me to mug in school.
stupid gabby, donkey n johnny.
heh. =(

think i go do smth else liao.
ciao. (:

whee.
i almost forgot to blog today.
it's a very tiring day cause i slpt at 1.
watch ian thorpe, the flying dutchman, the phelps race.
i was having tummyache.
too excited. =_-
anyhow, i predicted right.
ian, hooganband, then phelps. (:
yay. all my fav three idols won at least smth.
yay. (:

then went school feeling v sad for myself.
was soooo sleepy. haha. didn't even bothered to wash my hair. :P
went school, assembly was alright.
civics, we had fire drill.
it was soooooo nice cause i had my darlings with me.
one on the right, one smiling on my hand.
haha. the one smiling on my hand was edison chen.
taken from sarah's wallet.
he's soooooo damn cute can.
i oso want his photo!!!!! urgh! =(

haha. the funny thing was,
while walking back to class,
py kicked into the duster (those sweeping ones) filled with fallen flowers.
den jen jen saw,
she started laughing like SO LOUD! haha.
then amanda oso luff. =_-
then py followed suit. haha.
i think he's luffin at her. =_-
(dun ask me why i call him py. cause i just do. shhH!)

den was maths. haha.
did nth also lah.
then break.... everything was such a bored.
until amanda took out her camera and we starting hunting down for nua nua n bear bear.
hahaha.
jen jen snapped two of bear's image.
she tried to take nua nua's,
but nua nua like know we're taking his photo,
so he turned his back on us. haha
aya.. so funny can.

the lessons are boring...
den went for pw.
den ssc room to slack.
haha. it's nice inside actually. (:
changed. all ready for soccer,
then we're told it's on thurs. haha.
so we went for training.
haha. so funn!
so amusing. we luffed like crazy.
played with the s11 guys.
i scored one! corner kick. haha.
so damn happy can. :P
but i think i'm a rather lousy player. bleah!

then heard commotions coming out from the ssc room.
it's the guys.
they're so heated up that they threw tables, chairs, slammed the door.
sigh.
i dun understand. *shakes head*
i hope everything's fine. (:
it will be. no worries, tennis mate! (:

ahh. went home.
pw! i must start studying.
i can do it.

oh yah, anyway.
i failed chem fac test 2. 16/40.
but then, it's nothing surprising.
heh.
i never pass chem before.
so.. irritating. =_-

i'm so in love,
so love with you....
i'm so in love,
if you only knew...
i'm so in love,
i'll never feel the same...
yes, i'm so in love,
i'm so in love.. with you.. (:

yeah.
today's a tiring dayy. haha (:
was lethargic today la.
school was boring.

and yah, for the 1st time, he's not visible to my eyes.
haha. (:
he ponned a lot today la.
dunoe him oso. eeeyer.
heck lah. zzz.
everything's fine except for maths tutorial.
the maths test sucks.
really. serious. haha.
think i'm gettin a single digit for it.
serve me right anyway.
deserved it. :P

then went for lunch and then library.
woots. flipped thru the papers,
saw jaren. haha.
talked to him.
he taught me chemistry. yay. (:
but then i'm still in a mess with chem. urgh.
help need very much. thank you.
i took loadsa his pens.
(just tt no1 noes it.) muahahah.
cause they're pretty. really. (:

oh.
was screwed by jie yin.
she actually refused to lend me her discman.
why does she have to diss me off. heh.
i almost want to kill her.
urgh.
so i kinda dissed her off.
saying that, if it's batteries, u want gek gao, den i pay u a few cents for it la.
how much you want. haha.
i noe i sound rather mean.
but i wasn't tt happy today. so there :P
did my chem tutorial. yaya. so glad can?
oh wells, chionging maths tml.
bio SPA this sat.
i'm freaking out as usual.
hopefully everything's good. (:
i'm so tired.

but i shall not be stopped.
ian thorpe vs micheal phelps today.
micheal is shuai.
ian is my idol.
haha.
can't decide who to support.
but i think i'll stick to ian. (:

ahh. i'm so excited.
shall chiong pw den watch the tv.
good nites people.
i love you. (:

aaah.
everything feels so wrong.
hell.

do you believe in love after love?
*this entry is nua-nua-fied*


ooh. (:
saturday! (:
nice nice nice nice superb superb superb excellent excellent yummified day!
haha.
was pretty irritated, pissed, frustrated, sleepy, urgh-feeling that morning.
have to wake up early when everyone's still aslp.
just for CIP day. oh god. =_-
i was so dead beat can?
went school feeling so sorry for myself. haha.
was so urgh-ed that i ignored almost everyone.
threw the tables there. did everyting so angrily. haha.
until.... niu niu went: eh! nua nua leh!
haha. so my prediction was wrong.
he came.

ahh. set up the stall. oso dunoe wad we are supposed to do.
(i feel like a sinner. a lousy civis rep who can do nothing for the class. sigh)
went walked around wih the gang la.
oooh. saw nua nua loh.
played every stall game la. played nua nua's one too.
haha. i grabbed his class's bowl of sweets.
oh. den he snatched from me can. =_-
but then i was so tired to argue lah.
so i just released my hands. =_-
u want den take loh.
cheapo. :P

i got kissed too! haha.
by some guest from MINDS.
she touched my face den gave me a big wet kiss on the cheeks.
God! jia hao saw. haha. he was shocked too.
den went home on 12, with nua nua in the bus too.
then chiong home with amanda and slept.
till 2. haha.
chiong to meet the rest of the gang.
i ran my 6.6k and walked pretty much :P
then we went for dinner at long john's.
then went shopping. cheapo shopping. haha.
boguth two pink tops.
i want the black one oh. but dun have my size. urgh!
den they made me buy the pinks ones.
say i must be more demure and stuff.
pink. pink. pink!

den home sweet home.
saw edison's show.
woots. he's so so so so so so so so cute and shuai can?
even my ma agreed. haha. (:
the show only ended at 1 so i slpt at 1.

yawns. which leaves me very sleepy and tired now.
zzz. but then for edison, it's worth-ed.

*ps shiyu. i'm sorry. i've clean forgot my date with my sec sch frens.
only yesterday den my friend remind me. sorry sorry sorry.
i hope u people have a nice time at sutec for the spook show. :P
sorry sorrry sorry dear. *looks at u apologetically.*

give us reason to believe in sport.
that it is increasing credible and pure.
so resist doping and keep pure. (:

take my picture off the wall,
if it just won't sing for you..

ahh. irritating.
this is hte second time i'm typing this.
everytime jie wants to use the com, when i was blogging 1/2 way,
my post will auto-disappear.
heh. stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid!
but then it's okay.
i'm free right now. so i shall rewrite (:

friday.
went school. duh.
1st lesson is.. hmm... SPE!
yay. no more badminton though. :(
got elected as the class' fac rep. okay.
weiliang actually oso want de lah.
but the mean me, dun wanna be alone after school.
(cause they're having a session after school and fiona, leahn christie are involved too.)
so there, then went for tennis!
hehe. so hyper can! ran 3 rounds, 30 sit-ups and 30 push-ups.
den entered the court.
mrs koh taught us some of the tactics. basics.
haha. i think i'm not too bad leh. hehe. (:
then went for meeting for waitering.
ah lek's tutorial! haha. it's been so long since we had chem tutorials in classroom.
his lesson is sooo boring can. haha.
fell asleep naturally. zz.
anyway, ah lek was pissed with our fac test answers.
haha. he was there chiding, shouting, scolding us.
and all we can give him was the sleepy, bored, sianified looks on our faces.
poor him. oh dear.
then came bio fac test, it was alritey. (:
cause li yan told us the answers for the 1st page.
which makes the rest of the questions easier to handle. (:
yay!
after which was mr lim's gp lessons.
haha. sat behind loh.
but then, heard about his tragic story.
so i shall not be mean to him ever again. from today onwards. haha. (:
jiamin! be good. (:

ahh. settled the class down then for bio tutorial.
(apparently toh nv come.)
discuss on what's happening for CIP day, then our class jersery (how do u spell that)
then dismissed! (:

went for the line dancing session.
the steps are so difficult. haha.
after that, chiong home with leah to bathe and change.
den chiong to pasir ris. fiona was late! haha.
then we were late.
did some waitering. actually also nth la.
kept doing disappearing acts cause i wanna watch the performance! (:
did some thiefing too. haha. on food. shh! :P
everyting and everything were good till the exco thingy.
there was glory, pride, happiness, anger, frustration, disappointment, tears, everything.
i dunoe but then a post doesn't mean that u're good.
everything is about teamwork.
and everyone is important.
a post is just a name, nothing more.
so why bother so much.
so long as you built up the team, you're more than that name. that post.
so i rather be a member. haha. so tt i can have more time to studee.
so.. so.. so... be happy. (:
noticed some disputes going on too.
i dunoe lah. hope everything is fine.

den chao-ed home with clara on bus 12. whee. haha.

oooh. it's kinda crazy.
but i'm thinking maybe,
gonna get you outa my mind. (:

haha. (:
oh well, i'm crazy.
this is the second time i'm typing this.
but then, it's okay.
i'm in the auto-happy-but-tired mood now. (:
it's funny. (:
i love jay's yearbook.
it's crampled and stuff now.
filled of my fingerprints. haha. especially THAT page. (:
*winks*

jay's yearbook is now stuck and locked in my locker. B053.
haha. guess the password? :P
ahhh. the book is soo funn.
it provides fun, entertainment, drooling, gaggling, shrilling, etc etc.
i always take it out to stare at THAT page. hehe. (:
he looks like a koala bear in there.
so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! haha. (:
shall take it out to show denise tml. whee.

haha. (: today is a bad bad bad day, to me at least.
i'm so drained and stuff.
been on the dying mode ever since 6.15.
when i wake up. haha. am so tired!
listened to the 'she will be loved' song, bathed, den went school.
haha.
saw the usual 1st person i'll see when i step into the parade square.
nua nua. haha. i never fail to see him.
(except on those days that we celebrate thingys and he'll pon.)
okay, was glad to know that mdm twu nv come sch today. (when i'm not supposed to)
ahh. =_- she got double periods after the morning assembly loh. =_-
but then she prepared compo for us to do la.
so i did my views on teenagers worhsipping idols. haha.
amanda recite everything, i just wrote. haha.
in the end, she nv do hers. =_-
ahh. wad a good good good buddy i got!
envy eh? :P

hehe. went canteen with jen jen, bought burger.
saw nua nua.
wasn't tt happy. so i ignored him. haha.
went for audi for chem fac test then. =_-
boo. test was hard on me. though it's not difficult.
but my chem basics is damn lan. ahhh.
shall brush it up with jonathan's help someday. (:
saw nua nua in audi la. zzz.
sian. wasn't tt interested in him so i heck.

ahh. den was maths tutorial.
went canteen to buy sweets and stuff. haha.
she didn't mind.
did some of my tutorial questions.
i realised for every subject i take, i'll lag everyone by one tutorial. haha.
chem is lidat, bio is lidat, maths oso lidat. =_-
but at least i will do wad.

haha. then went for Gp lecture.
cool. watched the video clips of the holocaust and jews killed and honor killing.
eeyer. i swore i almost cried. haha.
it's so painful to watch. i actually had an headache while and after i watched. haha.
haha. nua nua oso got reaction la.
he covered his mouth. haha.
he was sitting a few rolls below me.
haha. he no hair! as in arm hair. haha. i like! (:
then i saw wad nuam nuam drew for terrorist. haha. hilarious. (:

stayed in LT1 for bio make-up.
haha.
gabby sabotage me. zzz.
he made me answer the bio tutorial question when he noe i nv do loh.
ass sia.
he wants me to kill him for honour! haha.

chiong to uncle louis for lunch then.
had choc ice-blended. whee. haha.
so happy can.
then i tried those clothings they brought for me. =_-
all canot make it sia. haha. =_-
hell.
haha. studied bio lo. (:
then nua nua came along.
hahaha. he so cute.
he was walking to the tables.
knew he was going home.
den jen jen shouted at him.. =_-
made me so pai seh. (of cuz i ignored)
haha. she went: sitting taxi ah? TAXI! haha.
he turned back den he dao us. haha.
he sat on the table and studied for bio too.
when a car past by, i looked up, he was gone.
ahhh. i missed him, his dad and the car! haha.
irritating. =_-
amanda said she saw it's a BMW. haha. or was it? =_-
studied till 6.30 den went home. hhaa.
ate chicken rice. bleah. mummy cooked. ahh.


ahhhhhhhh.. yingchun them in orchard shopping for retro thingy now loh.
HOW! =( i dun have anything. except for bio fac test tml. =_-
haha. okay. shall go mug now.
ciao. (:

argh.
i hate chem i hate chem i hate chem

oh wait.
i never like it before.

*i still, shall not swear*
urgh!

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound
that saved a wretch like me...
i once was lost but now am found
was blind, but now I see.

wells wells.
3 hours on a single chapter doesn't help much.
i'm still confused.
facts are all mixed up.
organic chem, organic chem.
what a joke. =_-

spent the whole noon figuring out myself.
while listening to the songs, repeating, repeating, repeating.
so sick of even the songs. haha. =_-
ahh. i need intelligence.
i need more... erm.. erm.. time. (:

oh wells,
chemistry is my best friend.
no1 shall take her away from me.
heh.

i think i'm going crazy.
god, i'm so glad that i get to see jen jen tml again. (:
i already miss her. haha.
we used to hug gd-bye everyday.
i miss the hugs. (:
i miss nua nua too. haha.
endless gossiping.

anyway, suddenly, i'm feeling so much now.
haha. sad/happy?
nah. i'm growing up. (:

chemistry, wo lai le~! (:

i will be loved. (:

so what's the glory in living?
doesn't anybody ever stay together anymore?
if love never.. last forever,
tell me, what's forever for?


ahh. (:
such a wonderful-planned day.
and poor lil' jonathan have to fall sick.
there goes my organic chemistry. =(
which means tt no bk breakfast for me.
and that i've wake up early for nothing.
but then, it's okay. (
God bless him though. (:

somehow i cannot access to my page.
urgh.
the internet explorer says it's done with the page,
but when viewed, it's blank.
what rubbish.
maybe, it's not a good day i expected. ha. (:
oh well, but it shall not deter me from passing chemistry for the 1st time this year.
i shall pass it somehow. heh. (:

oh. shall talk about yesterday.
haha. it's time-consuming leh! :P
supposed to meet jay at 1.30.
was about 15 mins late. sheesh. haha. :P
went walking around, finding for a place with seats n tables.
settled in bk though.
did my differentiation assignment, read up on meiosis (didn't understand),
and read up on thermochemistry (didn't understand too).
haha. so yesterday, i didn't really studied anything. =__-
oh wells, cause normally is people sit with me and teach me.
instead of i teach people. haha.
yesterday also proves that i'm a lousy teacher. =_-
but i hope he learn something.
and i ate twix.
and yay. i got a twix partner. haha. twix always comes in pairs in original packages. (:
it's me n jay in the golden packet.
oh and i love him for he brought his yearbook! hahahahaha.
i'm so blessed. (: yay! whee! woots!
got to see nua nua and my very-long-nv-see-liao np mates in the book.
adrian looks very fair in the class foto. haha.
didn't see ced or chee guan. saw curly hair! saw clement, hock, lucas, etc etc. haha.
so funnn! (:

i flushed all my e maths knowledge down the toilet bowl le. =_-
aya... didn't have bk coupons. so it's shitified. =_- haha.
went home around 9+. went online. haha.
so happy to see everyone online. haha. was toking cock. (:
den had to go offline cause i have to lean meiosis from gabby.
haha. can see he oso very wu liao la. kept playing his cousin.
i had to act as if his cousin called the wrong no. =_-
but then, i realise after months of missing hk, my acting skills dropped pretty drastically.
i can't even bring myself to lie. =_-
sheesh.
what's happening? haha.

he taught me meiosis.
haha. i suck at the chromatin,choromomeres, chromosomes, chromatids part.
ha, i can't differentiate the differences in them. sigh.
but it's okay. i got gabby for bio.
my good fren. haha.

then i goy my good good fren for maths, alan. hahaha.
gotta to find my good good good fren for chem liao.
my good good good good good good good goodest fren is amanda liao.
she used to bao everything. haha.
heavy burden leh.
must help her release oso.

aya, she oso sprain ankle v li hai one sia.
can still go play badminton. =_-
stupid girl.
later i must go alll the way to woodlands for chem with amanda.
THANKS TO JONATHAN! =(
he lah. nv take good care of himself. =_-
*sigh* haha.
i's okay la i guess.
2 hr ++trip only, to and fro only.
wun die. (:

ahh. what else sia. =_- hmmm.. hmmm...
i hope cong can understand what he's learning.
i'm sorry for if i noe what's he studying i can teach him, like i used to do so (haha),
but then situation change liao. jia you wor best fren! (:

i hope jonathan will get rid of his fever in an hour time.
he's a good guy, senior, a friend.
heal well. (:

i hope alan is happy and okay.
we're good tennis mates! haha.
God bless him. (:

i hope amanda's leg is healing well too.
i hate sprains. i hate pain.
i'm sorry i didn't catch her when she falls. =(
i love her. (:

i hope shiyu's doing well and happy too.
to me, she sounds rather unhappy.
i dun wan that. =(
i miss her and love her.
(bet she oso love me. :P)
*sigh*

i hope seng poh is fine and good.
be a good boy ah! (:

i hope i'll pass chem fact test this time round.
and i shall.

cristiano ronaldo! you rawkx! (: whee!

shall go for ice cream bread breakfast now. (:
catch u all later. (:

you were everything everything that i wanted.
we are meant to be, supposed to be,
but we lost it
and all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away...

ha. (:
it's been a long time since i ever blogged.
is 1 day, a long time?
err.. to me, that is.
cause i used to blog everyday! whee
not thesedays though.
damn shagged everyday. haha.
only God noes why.

oh. and since friday last week,
i had prawn mee (fried/soup/both) at least for everyday.
haha. (:
prawn mee rulez! (:

ahh.... oh. shall talk about saturday! haha.
back track a bit.
went went.... to meet jessie.
then waited for amanda n yu ni to come to collect smth frm me.
ahhh.. den jessie wanted to buy me a pair of earrings.
haha. she said she owe me one.
but also never loh.
it's like ages ago de thing liao.
cause last year, i told her tt i wanted to get ear holes but scared of the pain.
hah. den she dragged me into the jewellery shop u noe. =_-
den i scared, dun wan la.
i nv prepared sia! ahah.
den the shop uncle n aunite luff at me!
say just now got a 3 yr old child, pierce ear holes tt time, cry oso nv cry. =_-
jessie threw in a free ear ring package for me. haha.
den i dun wan pai seh. so go pierce loh.
and to me, it freaking hurts. yucks. haha.

then tt sat, she jio me out to Tm to buy.
walked both centuary swuare and tampines mall.
haha. i didn't have any inkling wad i want.
as in, earrings. i dun give a damn la.
tt's why i'm always wearing the same ugly ones.
haha, but then, i like leh! simple simple. haha.
in the end, i got another alternative.
i got a necklace. just a chain.
and i love it. haha.
but then, it's from jessie. so i shall love it more
(:

ahh. den she hungry. den i ask if she wants to eat o not.
she say she only want eat seoul garden but then i not hungry leh!
den she say if i dun eat she dun eat.
but the thing is i just ate soup prawn mee for breakfast.
(note: fri's nite i ate fried and soup prawn mee at aljunied. yummy can!)
but she dragged me and insisted tt she pay.
wa lau. but lidat i owe her a lot of ren qing leh!!!
(i can't stand it. i'm always thinking why people so rich ah. why not me?)

ahh.. ate like pigs.
prawns and more prawns.
i think i'm addicted to prawns. haha. (:
poor prawnie prawn prawn.
threw the leftovers in the soup. haha.
ice cream, chendol, ice lemon tea, etc etc.
now the soup is extra creamy. haha.
den the ice cream took so long to melt can?
while melting, i stick my finger into the soup
it's cold! haha.
den i forgot, i stuck my finger in my mouth. ahh!
madness! =_-
den chiond outa the shop, the guy was like bending down,
figuring out wad we poured in. haha.
so embarassing. (:

ahh.. then went home, study finished my alkane and alkene.
spent the whole night toking to choon yeow and daniel.
(i saw daniel on the mrt. yao qi in tmapines control station.)
haha.
they were teaching me how to draw alkene and alkane. =_-
den stupid jonathan luffed at me. =_-
urgh.
anyway, called chiaw tzee. haha. my piggy! woots.
his birthday. choon yeow told me. haha.
made it at 11.57 (:

sunday.
ahh.. meet seng poh at paya lebar.
he's so late can. haha.
den saw his other fren, john.
took bus.
saw weiliang on the bus. talked a lil, he was going to kh's house. haha.
den we alight at parkway.
went to st hilda's anglican church.
(it was my 1st time to church)
it was long, draggy and boring.
but meaningful. haha. i actually listened. haha.
but 1/2 way, they all walk ou den i follow lo.
then seng poh n john ate laksa. i went 7-11
den back to church for toilet. =_-

then walked around parkway.
den took bus 10 to meet alan.
hahahaha. we played tennis at bayshore!
after the 2 hour game, my legs were aching like crazy!
not because of running,
but because throughout the 2 hour game, we were busy picking up balls.
=_-
he dunoe how to serve,
i dunoe how to wack. haha.
i think i become tann-er liao.
the sun so big and bright. =_- sweated like crazy.
laughed like crazy too.
actually we wanted to have a competition one.
but too bad la, tennis canot make it. haha.
next time find fren teach 1st den beat him! whahaha. (:
i love tennis! haha. (and maybe nua nua too. hahaha.=_-)

ahh.... 5days without nua nua-spoting liao. haha.
so sian without gossiping and hunting for him. haha.
i missed the nua nua days with my gang liao. =(

went for dinner with alan at bedok. =_-
fried prawn mee. haha. =_-
den went home, followed dad to see the fireworks.
and i realised,
i dun fancy coloured fireworks.
i hate the green and the red ones.
they spoil everything. i love the gold ones. they're soo bootiful.
but maybe benny is right, all gold is boring.
coloured ones just made the gold ones even more beautiful (:

supposedly to aunt's house le.
but apparently they not at home, sure go see fireworks oso.
haha. went for my 2nd dinner with daddy.
at some shanghai dim sum branch. haha.
wa.. damn expensive can? but really nice. (:
even a cup of hot water with a tea bag cost 1.50.
cheater sia!
and the shop is located at seng poh road and the street name is seng poh lane.
so hilarious can?
i even took a pic of the signboard which reads seng poh lane.
next time show seng poh.haha.
i left the book i wanted to lend him in my bag sia. God! =_-

ahh.. called aunt house again.
still not home.
den went home loh.
zzz.
online. crapped talked as usual.
nv see shiyu online. =( sad.
think her com broke down o smth. haha.
i missed her leh. dunoe why. maybe i just wan free cookies. aha. kidding. :P

ahh.. going out to mug liao. zzz.
but it's okay.
i'm going to have nua nua foto liao.
haha.
and yesh, i can flip the Vs yearbook and find everyone inside. (:
whee.
laters! (:

i blogged today.
but since blogger hates me and deletes my entry,
i shall not re-type.

thank you for making my day jessie.
i'm so going to run later.

urgh. blogger, blogger. why do u have to do this to me?

am I not pretty enough?
is my heart too b-r-o-k-e-n?
do i cry too much?
am i too OUTSPOKEN?

don't i make you laugh?
should i try it harder?
why do you see right through me?

i live.
i breathe.
i let it rain on me.

i sleep.
i wake
i try hard not to b r e a k.

i crave.
i love.
i've waited long enough.

i try as hard as I can.

i laugh.
i feel.
i make believe it's real.

i fa ll.
i FREEZE.
i pray down on my knees.

i hope.
i stand.
i take it like a man

i try as hard as i can......................................

(sigh)

oh.
one word to describe me now: tired.
ahhhh.
my heels are aching like crazy.
everyday!

today was nice.
cause it's a thursday. =)
nice one anyway.
got to see nua nua even more today.
sat in front of him duing GP lecture.
hahaha.
he's v v v v crap.
lame one.

when asked by the teacher what the story is about.
he said: ahh.. is it... you are who you want to be?
hahaha. everyone in the LT luffed like crazy.
but his english is puuuurrrfect. (: whee.
even denise agree. (:

ahh. i'm so brain dead.
i can't remember wad happened.
except for going to the toilet duing chem lecture,
watching and luffin at nua nua child-like face and actions the whole of today..
err er. and mrs sze forgot about the maths test.
hahah.
we're having our next test on 16 august. which is still far.
and i aim to pass it. i will.
just sit here, relax and watch. (:

today's reheresal was again, nice.
the people are really nice to me la.
specially poor gabriel.
whom i bullied all time. haha.
it's the 3rd time he treated me to peel fruit wheat grass drink.
haha. bless that poor soul.
but i like gabby. he's like. as in nice to bully.
hahaa. kidding. he's nice. (: i like this friend friend.
i hope he study his bio soon.
so that he can teach me! hehe. (:

ahh. tomorrow tomorrow. how am i going to survive the ordeal? =(

sigh sigh sigh.
so tired.
shall blogged for today's and yesterday.

today.
irritatingly hilarious. really.
hahaha. i could have died. =_-
okay. the thing is i was really tired today.
lucky me. it's a wednesday! yay.
hmm. what happened today?
oh, okay. chem is boring. as usual.
den break. hahah. damn funny can.
went canteen for fish burger! yum yum.
den i purposely lead poor denise to where her *ahem* was. haha.
she so pai seh.
what's more. we kept walking past him to measure our height against his.
hahaa. i'm a bit taller den his shoulders. whee. (:
was walking passed him. =__- den jen jen la!
she pushed me to his direction can!
wa lau! lucky my shoes and my legs are nice. can break on time, =D
or else... malufied ah!
then, he ponned maths lah.


after maths was another break.
haha. den went canteen for chicken rice. :P
haha. he got maths tutorial loh.
but apparently everyone in his class ponned.
including him lah. he had chicken rice.
then everyone lookin at him loh. haha. i mean my gang. haha.
den wah.. all of them chiong take fotos of him sia. =_-
denise took two of him using gab's phone. i deleted it anyway. haha.
jen jen even more !!!
she went directly beside him and take. hahah.
i'm getting the pic from her. hahahah. =D
so funny loh the process.
i so pai seh, den i chiong to toilet. =_-
weiliang bought me peel fresh grape! yay! (:
gab bought me peel fresh's wheat grass yesterday and today.
yay. they rocks man! (:

went for national day parade thingy.
got people say buaya here n there. oso dunoe why.
so much things happened la.
den my soles are aching like hell now. =_-
from today's marching. pain lohh. =_-

tml got maths test. haben study. bless me. :P

yesterdaY!
actually the only thing i remembered was, it was a really bad day.
tears actually rolled during the 1st lesson for that day.
i was really really frustrated, upset and pissed with myself.
it's differentiation.
i noe nuts about it.
i'm laggin sooooo far behind.
no1 to help.
left to die.

God! =(

ahh. today today.
one word.
tired. =_-
but very very enjoyable. :D

okays. morning. forgot to meet alan at the side gate.
haha. terribly sorry.
but then, asked him le, he didn't wait for me either.
haha. we're supposed to compare our black faces.
den i'm supposed to use liquid paper on his face so i'll win him.
haha.

lessons are fairly boring. as usual.
i didn't see much of nua nua today.
haha. is it bad or good?
tot he pon sch till biology.
hahah. den amanda told me he looked like wilber pan. haha.
hilarioud i tell u.
but i'm slowly losting interest in him liao. haha.
good? yah. hell good. (:

was damn hungry and i thank God for the 2.15 release of school.
it spells chicken rice. den chiong for chicken rice liao.
went with jen jen to the bubble tea shop.
bought 2 cups of choc ice belnded and 2 plain waffles. haha.
saw the vice cap of netball. told her tt i'm quitting for db.
yah. i'm proud of my decision. (:
verrrrry. whees.

den spent the whole 2 hours fooling around with jen jen and the camera!
so fun can? haha. we just kept taking fotos of each other. hahah.
do funn can. den we took video clips too. hahha.
we took the walking view of me.
haha. everyone always tell me i walk until v weird and horrible.
but i see, see, see. in the end, i choose to disagree with them.
i like my style of walking.
tsk. people just dunoe how to appreciate good stuff eh? :P

and and.. i still hate the stupid watermelon.
scold my ama today. =_-
screw him sia.
sickening pervert
den ask me REDO my group work.
asss.
biased shit.
stupid oaf. =_-
i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you.
and i know that the feeling is mutual.
i DON'T CARE.
and i'm not going to fail GP just because of YOU.
assssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!

oooh. i'm getting my nationals db award tml.
i can't wait.
ha, just talked to ella.
it's been a long time since i really talked to her.
she made me regret quittin db.
she made me regret a hell of things.
but then, i dun wan any regrets.
so i won't.
she made me feel so nice anyway.
sayin that i'm wasted for not running for vice cap.
never knew that i have such good leadership and stuff. haha.
i love ella! whees. (:

ahhh.
i really really missed shiyu suddenly. =(
i wanna go her house someday and wack balls! haha. (:
and her absence made me love jen jen, amanda, jie yin, li yan n denise even more.
i really dunoe how i can survive in school w.o them.
(:

i love you all. (:
really! (:

i am everything you want.
i am everything you need.
i am everything inside you,
you wish you could be.
i say all the right things, at exactly the right time,


but i mean nothing to you,
and i dunoe why... =(

now nothing can take you away from me.

haha. i'm damn bored now.
very very tired.
though i did nothing except to complete my GP essay.
i wrote on : assess the effects of the mass media on your country.
i wrote crap.
i dun care.
i'm so tired now. *yawns*

urghh.
i'm searching for the mass media information tt stupid watermelon wants.
we ALL know that he wun care to read the information.
so why bother to waste our time finding just because he wants it there.
that's stupid. but i think it's okay to be stupid for a while.
so i shall search for information. for HIM.
urgh. stupid watermelon. i hope u dehydrate! =/

haha. enough of cursing. (:
rather disappointed with myself.
i'm supposed to mug all day.
and save money. yesh, save money.
yet i spent the whole morning go to TM and eastpoint with jie,
just because she needs a new hp. urgh. in the end, she bought nothing.
but i spent 20 bucks on stationary. haha.
dun ask me how i did that. i just did.
my very own 20 bucks. =( wasted.
those pens sure last me for a few months i hope. (:
if my siblings stop cop-ing them, of course.

oh wells, after this, i shall go do my PW.
and and. pack my stuff.
returning amanda's digi cam tml.
hopefully she got time to load the pics for me as soon as possible. (:
ooh, i'm searching for desktop pictures. haha.
so funn.

okay. i realised that i dun know portugese. haha.
i went to nike.com and click on the portugese translation instead of english.
sheesh. i'm going insane sooner or later.
ahh. but portugese is really coool.
i swear that i'll go portugal someday. somehow. (:
can't wait for that to come though.

okays. i shall go do my PW.
S-I-G-H.
it's a sunday.
meaning that i'll have to go to tpjc tml.

wait.

that's NOT good

don't wait for the ship to sail in. swim out to meet it.

that's what i learnt from interact appreciation ceremony today.
pretty cool.
taught by elim something. the founder of 77th street.
she's damn cool. totally awesome.
she gave out several free stuffs.
like free 10 dollars vouchers. free cds, free books, free memebership cards to 77th streets, etc etc.
i did't take the opportunity to grab one of those.
it's the seatin arrangement fault.
i can get out of my seat. mine is all the centre centre kinda seat. urghh.
we malu-ed ourselves during the performed.
but the audiences really luffed hard.
oh wells. haha.
i think we really look very stupid in pyjamas and jumping there n here.
ate a lot at the reception.
was really hungry and the food was damn damn damn GOOD.
i almost choked on it, u noe?
but then, food always taste good when u're starving. (:

den chiong to boon keng mrt with amanda to wait for her dad.
haha. now i noe how to appreciate my daddy more.
we waited an hour.
sigh. i was really gan chiong at tt time.
cause i'm running late for sea sports' dinner.
reached home to find that ma just went out to buy dinner.
urghh. it'll make me even late-r. =(
anyway, due to the high intelligence me and ma have,
we found the place successfully! whees.
was really fast, the procedure. (:

went in.
signed in.
didn't get my free sea sports handphone pouch and lucky draw tic.
sigh.
but kind and nice leah gave hers to me.
my no is, 063 ad i got the pouch too.
didn't win anything though.
food was cool. was too full from interact to eat a lot there.
played silly games. but i loved the performance part.
voices in harmony. really beautiful.
i cocked up a bit though. hhaa. shalalalla. =_-
took many fotos.
took fotos with every single gurl db peeepz.
whees. hahaha. took with tong pui (with motive) and alan. haha.
so fun can? (:
took the bus to bus top den took 12 with clara, heading home.
then, here i am. whees.
i'm damn tired.
shall no crap further.
ciao.